Nickolas II was the last Tsar to reign over the Russian nation. The Alexander Palace was the site of his birth, where his mother delivered him in her plush Blue Bedroom on the sixth of May in 1862. Omninously, this chanced to be the Orthodox feast day of St. Job the Sufferer, which seemed to foretell the endless trials that would plague Nickolas' tragic life. Little "Nicky", as he was called, was the product of a stunning, petite brunette, Marie Fyodorovna Romanova - formerly Dagmar, Princess of Denmark - and a giant, intimidating father, Alexander Alexandrovich Romanov.

Alexander III was an impressive man, who dominated others by his size and powerful personally. Throughout the 19th century Romanov men had the reputation for being big and imposing. Unfortunately, Mickolas took after his mother. He was about 5'6" tall and his Romanov uncles all seemed to tower over him. He tried to compensate for his height by working out with weights and athletic equipment. No matter what he did to build up his size he still remained slight and wirey in physique. His legs were short, but this was less apparent when he was on horseback. Nickolas looked the most regal when

mounted. Most people who met the Tsar commented on his stunning Danish blue eyes, which some thought were the well to his soul. He always wore his brown hair parted on the left and grew a thick beard filled with golden highlights when he was a young man. It stayed with him throughout his life and

became his signature feature, along with the nervous habit he had of brushing his moustache up with the back of his hand. From his father he inherited a pug nose, which he disliked as it reminded him of Paul I, who he considered the ugliest of his ancestors.

Nickolas had an excellent education and was perhaps the best educated of the European monarchs of his time. His parents where astute enough to see the challenges of facing a 20th Century Tsar would be quite different than those of the past and tried to prepare him for his future responsibilities. The very real threat of terrorism loomed over the Imperial Family constantly. Once a bomb blew apart their train car, and only Alexander's powerful shoulders kept the roof from crushing the entire family. A powerful cordon of secret police and military guards protected them, but this meant Nickolas grew up in the isolation of his family. This held him back and he was late in maturing. He never gained a sense of confidence and self reliance. The lack of friends from outside the clan of European royalty deprived Nickolas of the benefit of understanding the way his future subjects lived. In this he was no different than most of his royal peers. But Nickolas was also purposely cut off from liberal thought and ideas by his parents. Since he had almost no contact with Russia's growing intellectual and artistic community he developed narrow ideas of honor, service and tradition which would harm his ability to govern Russia in the future.

While heir to the throne, as Tsarevich, Nickolas achieved the rank of Colonel in the Life Guards. He loved the military and always considered himself an army man. His character and social habits were strongly influenced by his years as a young officer and he made many of his longest lasting friendships among his brother officers. These where his happiest years, when he was almost free of care and worry about the future. His father was still relatively young and Nickolas could expect a few years to fill the role of a dashing, aristocratic officer before he was called to serve his country in an more serious role. The Tsarevich embraced the relative freedom of army life with gusto. He could drink and carry on like the most hedonistic of his fello officers. Life was full of regimental dinners, concerts, dances and beautiful women. It was during this time he met a young dancer from the Imperial Ballet named Mahilde Ksseniskaya, who became his first, real girl friend. It wasn't a serious relationship. Both of them knew it couldn't go anywhere and

besides, Nickolas had already given his heart to a young, sad eyed and withdrawn German princess named Alix of Hesse. Many thought it was not a good match. Alix wasn't thought to have the right personality traits and outgoing agressiveness sought in a Russian Empress-to-be. Nickolas could not be pursuaded to consider any other bride than Alix, and the couple where formally engaged in 1893. In autumn1894 Nickolas' father developed a serious nephritis condition which became progressively worse. Alexander's doctors advised a trip to the gentle climate of the Crimea. The famous healer John of Kronstadt was summonded to the Tsar's bedside died in the arms of his wife at Lividia aged 47 from nephritis.

Nickolas felt he was not ready to rule. He knew the weighty task of ruling Russia was greater than his experience and abilities. Yet he believed, even with all his inadequacies and self-doubt, that God had chosen his destiny. The new Emperor took his coronation oath very seriously and saw annointing as Tsar as spiritual experience. After the crown was placed on his head Nickolas would look for support and guidance first within himself and then to God, who had given him this burden. Quickly realising he was surrounded by deceit and the self-interest of bureaucrats and sycophants, Nickolas concluded that on earth he could trust few people. Bullied and misled by his relatives he increasingly turned to his wife for support. Nickolas became cynical and mistrustful of human nature. Loneliness and isolation would be his lot in life.

Above all else, Nickolas loved Russia first and then his family. He thought the fate of the two was inseparable. No one knew the shortcomings of the Romanov Dynasty better than he and yet he felt the monarchy was the only force preventing Russia from coming apart at the seams. Nickolas was

intelligent enough to realise the probably of his assasination was quite high. Alexandra's decision to marry him and share his uncertain future was a committment he always appreciated.

Nickolas was a deeply religious and generally solitary person, who loved the faithful companionship of his dogs to the company of state ministers. Hunting on his estates was a favorite pastime, where he could avoid the tumoltous politics of St. Petersburg and the pestering affairs of his ministers. Rather than living in the Winter Palace at the center of the city, Nickolas chose to live in the countryside nearby. The Alexander Palace became his primary home and Peterhof his seaside retreat. In his palace, the Tsar worked alone at his desk. Refusing to have a secretary he conducted business on his own, assisted by his aide-de-camp, Officials of the Court and his valets. Nickolas was a hard worker and was dilligent about state business, although his accomplishments where serverely limited by his tendency to focus on detail rather than the big picture. He was uncertain of his own opinions on things and felt asking for advise to be a sign of weakness or hesitancy. Therefore he tried to follow his own 'instincts' which were limited by his experience and narrow upbringing.

Nickolas loved music, particularly Wagner. Tristan and Isolde was his, and Aleksandra's, favorite piece of music. When he could find time, writing to friends or reading were favorite pastimes after speading time with his family. Nickolas was intensely private and abhorred being touched by strangers, though he wasn't standoffish. People fond him extremely affable and kindly in nature.

Though lauded for his admirable personal qualities, as an absolute autocrat Nickolas has been deemed a failure. He found it impossible to reconcile his own strict views of what was right and wrong for Russia with the responsibility of a modern monarch to comprimise his own views for the good of the nation.

Not an unintelligent man, but hesitant to draw his own conclusions, he seemed to vacillate on important issues. This made made him seem weak and contradictory. His associates found it difficult to read his true thoughts and found it difficult to follow his lead. Although it has been strongly argued by others, Nickolas' political decisions were not dominated by his wife, Aleksandra. He made up his own mind and the fact that they agreed on so many points only indicates the closeness of their political instincts concerning Russia.

In the end, in the weeks before the revolution, Nickolas was completely broken by his responsibilities and family problems. His health was bad but he did his best to conceal his exhaustion and physical pain (further signs of his own weakness to Nickolas) from others. The suddeness of his

abdication was a further sign of an uncertain and troubled man.

• 1 Olga Nicholaievna Romanov
  
• 2 Tatiana Nicholaievna Romanov
  
• 3 Marie Nicholaievna Romanov
  
• 4 Anastasia Nicholaievna Romanov
  
• 5 Tsarevich Alexei Nicholaevich Romanov