IN
TWO PARTS.
ADVERTISEMENT.
THE
Journal having been so much referred to in the Life and Diary, and
being originally a part of the Diary itself, this work would be very imperfect
without it. It was first printed not only in two parts, but with some variation
in the Titles, which are here subjoined. The First Part was,
“Mirabilia
Dei inter Indicos;
Or
the Rise and Progress of a remarkable Work of Grace
Amongst
a number of the Indians,
In
the Provinces of New Jersey and Pennsylvania;
Justly
represented in a JOURNAL kept by order of the Honourable Society (in Scotland)
for Propagating
Christian
Knowledge; with some General Remarks;
By
DAVID BRAINERD,
Minister
of the Gospel, and Missionary from the said Society:
Published
by the Reverend and worthy Correspondents of the said Society;
with
a Preface by them.”
The
Second Part was,
“Divine
Grace Displayed;
Or
the Continuance and Progress of a remarkable Work of Grace
Among
some of the Indians
Belonging
to the Provinces of New Jersey and Pennsylvania;
Justly
represented in a JOURNAL kept by order of the Honourable Society (in Scotland)
for
Propagating Christian Knowledge;
with
some General Remarks;
To
which is subjoined an Appendix, containing some account of sundry things,
especially of the Difficulties attending
the
Work of a Missionary among the Indians:
By
DAVID BRAINERD,
Minister
of the Gospel, and Missionary from the said Society:
Published
by the Reverend and worthy Correspondents of the said Society.”
PREFACE.
THE
design of this publication is to give God the glory of his distinguishing
grace, and gratify the pious curiosity of those who are waiting and praying
for that blessed time, when the Son of God, in a more extensive sense than
has yet been accomplished, shall receive “the heathen for his inheritance,
and the uttermost parts of the earth for a possession.”
Whenever
any of the guilty race of mankind are awakened to a just concern for their
eternal interest, are humbled at the footstool of a sovereign God, and
are persuaded and enabled to accept the offers of redeeming love, it must
always be acknowledged a wonderful work of divine grace, which demands
our thankful praises. But doubtless it is a more affecting evidence of
almighty power, a more illustrious display of sovereign mercy, when those
are enlightened with the knowledge of salvation, who have for many ages
dwelt in the grossest darkness and heathenism, and are brought to a cheerful
subjection to the government of our divine Redeemer, who from generation
to generation had remained the voluntary slaves of “the prince of darkness.”
This
is that delightful scene which will present itself to the reader’s view,
while he attentively peruses the following pages. Nothing certainly can
be more agreeable to a benevolent and religious mind, than to see those
that were sunk in the most degenerate state of human nature, at once, not
only renounce those barbarous customs they had been inured to from their
infancy, but surprisingly transformed into the character of real and devout
Christians.
This
mighty change was brought about by the plain and faithful preaching of
the gospel, attended with an uncommon effusion of the divine Spirit, under
the ministry of the Reverend David Brainerd, a Missionary employed by the
Honourable Society in Scotland, for propagating CHRISTIAN
KNOWLEDGE.
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PREFACE.
And
surely it will administer abundant matter of praise and thanksgiving
to that honourable body, to find that their generous attempt to send the
gospel among the Indian nations upon the borders of New York, New Jersey,
and Pennsylvania, has met with such surprising success.
It
would perhaps have been more agreeable to the taste of politer readers,
if the following Journal had been cast into a different method, and formed
into one connected narrative. But the worthy author, amidst his
continued labours, had no time to spare for such an undertaking. Besides,
the pious reader will take a peculiar pleasure to see this work described
in its native simplicity, and the operations of the Spirit upon the minds
of these poor benighted pagans, laid down just in the method and order
in which they happened. This, it must be confessed, will occasion frequent
repetitions; but these, as they tend to give a fuller view of this amazing
dispensation of divine grace in its rise and progress, we trust, will be
easily forgiven.
When
we see such numbers of the most ignorant and barbarous of mankind, in the
space of a few months, “turned from darkness to light, and from the power
of sin and Satan unto God,” it gives us encouragement to wait and pray
for that blessed time, when our victorious Redeemer shall, in a more signal
manner than he has yet done, display the “banner of his cross,” march on
from “conquering to conquer,till
the kingdoms of this world are become the kingdoms of our Lord and of his
Christ.” Yea, we cannot but lift up our heads with joy, and hope that it
may be the dawn of that bright and illustrious day, when the SUN OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
shall “arise and shine from one end of the earth to the other;” when, to
use the language of the inspired prophets, “the Gentiles shall come to
his light, and kings to the brightness of his rising;” in consequence of
which, “the wilderness and solitary places shall be glad, and the desert
rejoice and blossom as the rose.”
It
is doubtless the duty of all, in their different stations, and according
to their respective capacities, to use their utmost endeavours to bring
forward this promised, this desired day. There is a great want of schoolmasters
among these christianized Indians, to instruct their youth in the English
language, and the principles of the christian faith; for this
as yet, there is no certain provision made:* if any are inclined to contribute
to so good a design, we are persuaded they will do an acceptable service
to the “kingdom of the Redeemer.” And we earnestly desire the most indigent
to join, at least, in their wishes and prayers, that this work may
prosper more and more, till the “whole earth is filled with the
glory of the Lord.”
The
CORRESPONDENTS.
THE
RISE
AND PROGRESS
OF
A
REMARKABLE
WORK OF GRACE, &c.
PART
I.
FROM
A.D. 1745 JUNE 19TH TO NOV. 4TH, AT CROSSWEEKSUNG AND FORKS OF DELAWARE.
CROSSWEEKSUNG,
in New Jersey, June, 1745.
June
19. Having spent most of my time for more than a year past amongst
the Indians in the Forks of Delaware in Pennsylvania; and having in that
time made two journeys to Susquehannah river, far back in that province,
in order to treat with the Indians there, respecting Christianity; and
not having had any considerable appearance of special success in
either of those places, which damped my spirits, and was not a little discouraging
to me: upon hearing that there was a number of Indians in and about a place
called (by the Indians) Crossweeksung in New Jersey, near fourscore miles
south-eastward from the Forks of Delaware, I determined to make them a
visit, and see what might be done towards the christianizing of them; and
accordingly arrived among them this day.
I
found very few persons at the place I visited, and perceived the Indians
in these parts were very much scattered, there being not more than two
or three families in a place, and these small settlements six, ten, fifteen,
twenty, and thirty miles, and some more, from the place I was then at.
However, I preached to those few I found, who appeared well disposed, and
not inclined to object and cavil, as the Indians had frequently
done elsewhere.
When
I had concluded my discourse, I informed them (there being none but a few
women and children) that I would willingly visit them again the next day.
Whereupon they readily set out, and travelled ten or fifteen miles, in
order to give notice to some of their friends at that distance. These women,
like the woman of Samaria, seemed desirous that others might “see the man
that told them what they had done” in their lives past, and the misery
that attended their idolatrous ways.
June
20. Visited and preached to the Indians again as I proposed. Numbers more
were gathered at the invitations of their friends, who heard me the day
before. These also appeared as attentive, orderly, and well disposed as
the others. And none made any objection, as Indians in other places
have usually done.
June
22. Preached to the Indians again. Their number, which at first consisted
of about seven or eight persons, was now increased to near thirty.
There was not only a solemn attention among them, but some considerable
impressions, it was apparent, were made upon their minds by
*
In the observations intermixed with the diary, after the date June 18th
and Sept. 16th, 1747. it appears that some gentlemen from Boston took this
affair into their charitable consideration; partly in consequence of this
hint, and more especially from Mr. Brainerd’s application by letter.--W.
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divine
truths. Some began to feel their misery and perishing state, and
appeared concerned for a deliverance from it.
Lord’s
day, June
23. Preached to the Indians, and spent the day with them.--Their number
still increased; and all with one consent seemed to rejoice in my coming
among them. Not a word of opposition was heard from any of them against
Christianity, although in times past they had been as opposite to any thing
of that nature, as any Indians whatsoever. And some of them not many months
before, were enraged with my interpreter, because he attempted
to teach them something of Christianity.
June
24. Preached to the Indians at their desire, and upon their own motion.
To see poor pagans desirous of hearing the gospel of Christ, animated me
to discourse to them, although I was now very weakly, and my spirits much
exhausted. They attended with the greatest seriousness and diligence; and
there was some concern for their souls’ salvation apparent among them.
June
27. Visited and preached to the Indians again. Their number now amounted
to about forty persons. Their solemnity and attention still continued;
and a considerable concern for their souls became very apparent among sundry
of them.
June
28. The Indians being now gathered, a considerable number of them, from
their several and distant habitations, requested me to preach twice
a day to them, being desirous to hear as much as they possibly could
while I was with them. I cheerfully complied with their motion, and could
not but admire the goodness of God, who, I was persuaded, had inclined
them thus to inquire after the way of salvation.
June
29. Preached again twice to the Indians. Saw, as I thought, the hand of
God very evidently, and in a manner somewhat remarkable, making provision
for their subsistence together, in order to their being instructed in divine
things. For this day and the day before, with only walking a little way
from the place of our daily meeting, they killed
three deer, which
were a seasonable supply for their wants, and without which, it seems,
they could not have subsisted together in order to attend the means of
grace.
Lord’s
day, June
30. Preached twice this day also. Observed yet more concern and affection
among the poor heathens than ever; so that they even constrained me to
tarry yet longer with them; although my constitution was exceedingly worn
out, and my health much impaired by my late fatigues and labours, and especially
by my late journey to Susquehannah in May last, in which lodged on the
ground for several weeks together.
July
1. Preached again twice to a very serious and attentive assembly of Indians,
they having now learned to attend the worship of God with christian
decency in all respects.--There were now between forty and fifty
persons of them present, old and young.--I spent some considerable time
in discoursing with them in a more private way, inquiring of them what
they remembered of the great truths that had been taught them from day
to day; and may justly say, it was amazing to see how they had received
and retained the instructions given them, and what a measure of
knowledge some of them had acquired in a few days.
July
2. Was obliged to leave these Indians at Crossweeksung, thinking it my
duty, as soon as health would admit, again to visit those at the Forks
of Delaware. When I came to take leave of them, and spoke something particularly
to each of them, they all earnestly inquired when I would come again, and
expressed a great desire of being further instructed. And of their own
accord agreed, that when I should come again, they would all meet and live
together during my continuance with them; and that they would do their
utmost endeavours to gather all the Indians in these parts that were yet
further remote. And when I parted, one told me with many tears, “She wished
God would change her heart:” another, that “she wanted to find Christ:”
and an old man that had been one of their chiefs, wept bitterly
with concern for his soul. I then promised them to return as speedily as
my health and business elsewhere would admit, and felt not a little concerned
at parting, lest the good impressions then apparent upon numbers of them,
might decline and wear off, when the means came to cease; and yet could
not but hope that he who, I trusted, had begun a good work among them,
and who I knew did not stand in need of means to carry it on, would maintain
and promote it. At the same time I must confess, that I had often seen
encouraging appearances among the Indians elsewhere prove wholly abortive;
and it appeared the favour would be so great, if God should now, after
I had passed through so considerable a series of almost fruitless labours
and fatigues, and after my rising hopes had been so often frustrated among
these poor pagans, give me any special success in my labours with
them. I could not believe, and scarce dared to hope, that the event would
be so happy, and scarce ever found myself more suspended between hope and
fear, in any affair, or at any time, than this.
This
encouraging disposition and readiness to receive instruction, now apparent
among these Indians, seems to have been the happy effect of the conviction
that one or two of them met with some time since at the Forks of Delaware,
who have since endeavoured to show their friends the evil of idolatry,
&c. And although the other Indians seemed but little to regard, but
rather to deride them, yet this, perhaps, has put them into a thinking
posture of mind, or at least, given them some thoughts about Christianity,
and excited in some of them a curiosity to hear, and so made way
for the present encouraging attention. An apprehension that this might
be the case here, has given me encouragement that God may in such
a manner bless the means I have used with Indians in other places, where
there is as yet no appearance of it. If so, may his name have the glory
of it; for I have learned by experience that he only can open the ear,
engage the attention, and incline the heart of poor benighted, prejudiced
pagans to receive instruction.
FORKS
OF DELAWARE, in Pennsylvania, July, 1745.
Lord’s
day, July
14. Discoursed to the Indians twice, several of whom appeared concerned,
and were, I have reason to think, in some measure convinced by the divine
Spirit of their sin and misery; so that they wept much the whole time of
divine service.--Afterwards discoursed to a number of white people then
present.
July
18. Preached to my people, who attended diligently, beyond what had been
common among these Indians: and some of them appeared concerned for their
souls.
Lord’s
day, July
21. Preached to the Indians first, then to a number of white people
present, and in the afternoon to the Indians again.--Divine truth seemed
to make very considerable impressions upon several of them, and caused
the tears to flow freely.--Afterwards I baptized my interpreter
and his wife, who were the first I baptized among the Indians.
They
are both persons of some experimental knowledge in religion; have
both been awakened to a solemn concern for their souls; have to appearance
been brought to a sense of their misery and undoneness in themselves;
have both appeared to be comforted with divine consolations; and it is
apparent both have passed a great, and I cannot but hope a saving,
change.
It
may perhaps be satisfactory and agreeable that I should give some brief
relation of the man’s exercise and experience since he has been with me,
especially seeing he is employed as my interpreter to others.--When
I first employed him in this business in the beginning of summer, 1744,
he was well fitted for his work in regard of his acquaintance with the
Indian and English language, as well as with the manners of both nations;
and in regard of his desire that the Indians should conform to the customs
and manners of the English, and especially to their manner of living. But
he seemed to have little or no impression of religion upon his mind, and
in that respect was very unfit for his work, being incapable of
understanding and communicating to others many things of importance; so
that I laboured under great disadvantages in addressing the Indians, for
want of his having an experimental, as well as more doctrinal,
acquaintance with divine truths; and, at times, my spirits sunk and were
much discouraged under this difficulty, especially when I observed that
divine
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truths
made little or no impressions upon his mind for many weeks together.
He
indeed behaved soberly after I employed him, (although before he
had been a hard drinker,) and seemed honestly engaged as far as
he was capable in the performance of his work; and especially he appeared
very desirous that the Indians should renounce their heathenish notions
and practices, and conform to the customs of the christian world. But still
he seemed to have no concern about his own soul, till he had been
with me a considerable time.
Near
the latter end of July, 1744, I preached to an assembly of white people,
with more freedom and fervency than I could possibly address the Indians
with, without their having first attained a greater measure of doctrinal
knowledge. At this time he was present, and was somewhat awakened to a
concern for his soul; so that the next day he discoursed freely with me
about his spiritual concerns, and gave me an opportunity to use
further endeavours to fasten the impressions of his perishing state upon
his mind: and I could plainly perceive for some time after this, that he
addressed the Indians with more concern and fervency than
he had formerly done.
But
these impressions seemed quickly to decline, and he remained in a great
measure careless and secure, until some time late in the fall of
the year following, at which time he fell into a weak and languishing state
of body, and continued much disordered for several weeks together. At this
season divine truth took hold of him, and made deep impressions upon his
mind. He was brought under great concern for his soul, and his exercise
was not now transient and unsteady, but constant and abiding,
so that his mind was burdened from day to day; and it was now his great
inquiry, “What he should do to be saved?” His spiritual trouble prevailed,
till at length his sleep, in a measure, departed from him, and he had little
rest day or night; but walked about under a great pressure of mind, (for
he was still able to walk,) and appeared like another man to his
neighbours, who could not but observe his behaviour with wonder.
After
he had been some time under this exercise, while he was striving to obtain
mercy, he says, there seemed to be an impassable mountain before
him. He was pressing towards heaven, as he thought, but “his way was hedged
up with thorns, that he could not stir an inch further.” He looked this
way and that way, but could find no way at all. He thought, if he could
but make his way through these thorns and briers, and climb up the first
steep pitch of the mountain, that then there might be hope for him;
but no way or means could he find to accomplish this. Here he laboured
for a time, but all in vain; he saw it was impossible, he says,
for him ever to help himself through this insupportable difficulty. He
felt it signified nothing, “it signified just nothing at all for him to
strive and struggle any more.” And here, he says, he gave over striving,
and felt that it was a gone case with him, as to his own power,
and that all his attempts were, and for ever would be, vain and fruitless.
And yet was more calm and composed under this view of things, than he had
been while striving to help himself.
While
he was giving me this account of his exercise, I was not without fears
that what he related was but the working of his own imagination,
and not the effect of any divine illumination of mind. But before
I had time to discover my fears, he added, that at this time he felt himself
in a miserable and perishing condition; that he saw plainly what he had
been doing all his days, and that he had never done one good thing,
as he expressed it. He knew, he said, he was not guilty of some wicked
actions that he knew some others guilty of. He had not been used to steal,
quarrel, and murder; the latter of which vices are common among the Indians.
He likewise knew that he had done many things that were right; he had been
kind to his neighbours, &c. But still his cry was, “that he had never
done one good thing.” I knew, said he, that I had not been so bad as some
others in some things, and that I had done many things which folks call
good; but all this did me no good now, I saw that “all was bad,
and that I never had done one good thing;”--meaning that he had never done
any thing from a right principle, and with a right view,
though he had done many things that were materially good and right.
And now I thought, said he, that I must sink down to hell, that there was
no hope for me, “because I never could do any thing that was good;” and
if God let me alone never so long, and I should try never so much, still
I should do nothing but what is bad, &c.
This
further account of his exercise satisfied me that it was not the mere working
of his imagination, since he appeared so evidently to die to himself, and
to be divorced from a dependence upon his own righteousness, and good deeds,
which mankind in a fallen state are so much attached to, and inclined
to hope for salvation upon.
There
was one thing more in his view of things at this time that was very remarkable.
He not only saw, he says, what a miserable state he himself was
in, but he likewise saw the world around him, in general, were in
the same perishing circumstances, notwithstanding the profession
many of them made of Christianity, and the hope they entertained of obtaining
everlasting happiness. And this he saw clearly, “as if he was now awaked
out of sleep, or had a cloud taken from before his eyes.” He saw that the
life he had lived was the way to eternal death, that he was now on the
brink of endless misery: and when he looked round, he saw multitudes of
others who had lived the same life with himself, persons who had no more
goodness than he, and yet dreamed that they were safe enough, as he had
formerly done. He was fully persuaded by their conversation and behaviour,
that they had never felt their sin and misery, as he now felt his.
After
he had been for some time in this condition, sensible of the impossibility
of his helping himself by any thing he could do, or of being delivered
by any created arm, so that he “had given up all for lost,” as to
his own attempts, and was become more calm and composed; then, he says,
it was borne in upon his mind as if it had been audibly spoken to him,
“There is hope, there is hope.” Whereupon his soul seemed to rest and be
in some measure satisfied, though he had no considerable joy.
He
cannot here remember distinctly any views he had of Christ, or give any
clear account of his soul’s acceptance of him, which makes his experience
appear the more doubtful, and renders it less satisfactory to himself and
others, than it might be, if he could remember distinctly the apprehensions
and actings of his mind at this season.--But these exercises of soul were
attended and followed with a very great change in the man, so that
it might justly be said, he was become another man, if not a new
man. His conversation and deportment were much altered, and even the
careless world could not but admire what had befallen him to make so great
a change in his temper, discourse, and behaviour.--And especially there
was a surprising alteration in his public performances. He now addressed
the Indians with admirable fervency, and scarce knew when to leave
off: and sometimes when I had concluded my discourse, and was returning
homeward, he would tarry behind to repeat and inculcate what had been spoken.
His
change is abiding, and his life, so far as I know, unblemished
to this day, though it is now more than six months since he experienced
this change; in which space of time he has been as much exposed to strong
drink, as possible, in divers places where it has been moving free
as water; and yet has never, that I know of, discovered any hankering desire
after it.--He seems to have a very considerable experience of spiritual
exercise, and discourses feelingly of the conflicts and consolations
of a real Christian. His heart echoes to the soul-humbling doctrines
of grace, and he never appears better pleased than when he hears of the
absolute sovereignty of God, and the salvation of sinners in a way
of mere free grace. He has likewise of late had more satisfaction
respecting, his own state, has been much enlivened and assisted
in his work, so that he has been a great comfort to me.
And
upon a view and strict observation of his serious and savoury conversation,
his christian temper, and unblemished behaviour for so considerable a time,
as well as his experience I have given an account of, I think that I have
reason to hope that he is “created anew in Christ Jesus to good works.”--His
name is Moses Tinda Tauta-
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my;
he is about fifty years of age, and is pretty well acquainted with the
pagan notions and customs of his countrymen, and so is the better able
now to expose them. He has, I am persuaded, already been, and I trust will
yet be, a blessing to the other Indians.
July
23. Preached to the Indians, but had few hearers: those who are constantly
at home seem of late to be under some serious impressions of a religious
nature.
July
26. Preached to my people, and afterwards baptized my interpreter’s
children.
Lord’s
day, July
28. Preached again, and perceived my people, at least some of them, more
thoughtful than ever about their souls’ concerns. I was told by some, that
their seeing my interpreter and others baptized, made them more
concerned than any thing they had ever seen or heard before. There was
indeed a considerable appearance of divine power amongst them when that
ordinance was administered. May that divine influence spread and increase
more abundantly!
July
30. Discoursed to a number of my people, and gave them some particular
advice and direction, being now about to leave them for the present, in
order to renew my visit to the Indians in New Jersey. They were very attentive
to my discourse, and earnestly desirous to know when I designed to return
to them again.
CROSSWEEKSUNG,
in New Jersey, August, 1745.
Aug.
3. I visited the Indians in these parts in June last, and tarried with
them some considerable time, preaching almost daily: at which season God
was pleased to pour upon them a spirit of awakening and concern for their
souls, and surprisingly to engage their attention to divine truths. I now
found them serious, and a number of them under deep concern for an interest
in Christ; their convictions of their sinful and perishing state having,
in my absence from them, been much promoted by the labours and endeavours
of the Reverend Mr. William Tennent, to whom I had advised them to apply
for direction, and whose house they frequented much while I was gone.--I
preached to them this day with some view to Rev. xxii. 17. “And whosoever
will, let him take the water of life freely:” though I could not pretend
to handle the subject methodically among them.
The
Lord, I am persuaded, enabled me, in a manner somewhat uncommon,
to set before them the Lord Jesus Christ as a kind and compassionate Saviour,
inviting distressed and perishing sinners to accept everlasting mercy.
And a surprising concern soon became apparent among them. There were about
twenty adult persons together, (many of the Indians at remote places not
having as yet had time to come since my return hither,) and not above two
that I could see with dry eyes. Some were much concerned, and discovered
vehement longings of soul after Christ, to save them from the misery they
felt and feared.
Lord’s
day, Aug.
4. Being invited by a neighbouring minister to assist in the administration
of the Lord’s supper, I complied with his request, and took the Indians
along with me; and not only those that were together the day before, but
many more that were coming to hear me; so that there were near fifty in
all, old and young.--They attended the several discourses of the day, and
some of them that could understand English, were much affected, and all
seemed to have their concern in some measure raised.
Now
a change in their manners began to appear very visible. In the evening
when they came to sup together, they would not taste a morsel till they
had sent to me to come and ask a blessing on their food: at which time
sundry of them wept, especially when I minded them how they had in times
past eat their feasts in honour to devils, and neglected
to thank God for them.
Aug.
5. After a sermon had been preached by another minister, I preached, and
concluded the public work of the solemnity from John vii. 37. “In the last
day,” &c. and in my discourse addressed the Indians in particular,
who sat by themselves in a part of the house; at which time one or two
of them were struck with deep concern, as they afterwards told me, who
had been little affected before: others had their concern increased to
a considerable degree. In the evening (the greater part of them being at
the house where I lodged) I discoursed to them, and found them universally
engaged about their souls’ concerns, inquiring “What they should do to
be saved?” And all their conversation among themselves turned upon religious
matters, in which they were much assisted by my interpreter, who was with
them day and night.
This
day there was one woman, who had been much concerned for her soul, ever
since she first heard me preach in June last, who obtained comfort, I trust,
solid and well grounded: she seemed to be filled with love to Christ, at
the same time behaved humbly and tenderly, and appeared afraid of nothing
so much as of grieving and offending him whom her soul loved.
Aug.
6. In the morning I discoursed to the Indians at the house where I lodged:
many of them were then much affected, and appeared surprisingly tender,
so that a few words about their souls’ concerns would cause the tears to
flow freely, and produce many sobs and groans.--
In
the afternoon, they being returned to the place where I had usually preached
amongst them, I again discoursed to them there. There were about fifty-five
persons in all, about forty that were capable of attending divine service
with understanding. I insisted upon 1 John iv. 10. “Herein is love,” &c.
They seemed eager of hearing; but there appeared nothing very remarkable,
except their attention, till near the close of my discourse; and then divine
truths were attended with a surprising influence, and produced a great
concern among them. There was scarce three in forty that
could refrain from tears and bitter cries. They all, as one, seemed in
an agony of soul to obtain an interest in Christ; and the more I discoursed
of the love and compassion of God in sending his Son to suffer for the
sins of men, and the more I invited them to come and partake of his love,
the more their distress was aggravated, because they felt themselves unable
to come.--It was surprising to see how their hearts seemed to be pierced
with the tender and melting invitations of the gospel, when there was not
a word of terror spoken to them.
There
were this day two persons that obtained relief and comfort, which (when
I came to discourse with them particularly) appeared solid, rational, and
scriptural. After I had inquired into the grounds of their comfort, and
said many things I thought proper to them, I asked them what they wanted
God to do further for them? They replied, “They wanted Christ should wipe
their hearts quite clean,” &c.--Surprising were now the doings of
the Lord, that I can say no less of this day (and I need say no more
of it) than that the arm of the Lord was powerfully and marvellously
revealed in it.
Aug.
7 Preached to the Indians from Isa. liii. 3.-10. There was a remarkable
influence attending the word, and great concern in the assembly; but scarce
equal to what appeared the day before, that is, not quite so universal.
However, most were much affected, and many in great distress for their
souls; and some few could neither go nor stand, but lay flat on the ground,
as if pierced at heart, crying incessantly for mercy. Several were newly
awakened, and it was remarkable, that as fast as they came from remote
places round about, the Spirit of God seemed to seize them with concern
for their souls.
After
public service was concluded, I found two persons more that had newly met
with comfort, of whom I had good hopes: and a third that I could not but
entertain some hopes of, whose case did not appear so clear as the other;
so that here were now six in all that had got some relief from their spiritual
distresses, and five whose experience appeared very clear and satisfactory.
And it is worthy or remark, that those who obtained comfort first, were
in general deeply affected with concern for their souls, when I preached
to them in June last.
Aug.
8. In the afternoon I preached to the Indians; their number was about sixty-five
persons, men, women, and children: I discoursed from Luke xiv. 16-23. and
was favoured with uncommon freedom in my discourse.--There was much
visible concern among them while I was discoursing publicly; but afterwards
when I spoke to one and another more particularly, whom I perceived under
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concern, the power of God seemed to descend upon the assembly “like a rushing
mighty wind,” and with an astonishing energy bore down all before it.
I
stood amazed at the influence that seized the audience almost universally,
and could compare it to nothing more aptly than the irresistible force
of a mighty torrent or swelling deluge, that with its insupportable weight
and pressure bears down and sweeps before it whatever is in its way. Almost
all persons of all ages were bowed down with concern together, and scarce
one was able to withstand the shock of this surprising operation.
Old men and women who had been drunken wretches for many years, and some
little children not more than six or seven years of age, appeared in distress
for their souls, as well as persons of middle age. And it was apparent
these children (some of them at least) were not merely frighted
with seeing the general concern; but were made sensible of their danger,
the badness of their hearts, and their misery without Christ, as some of
them expressed it. The most stubborn hearts were now obliged to bow. A
principal man among the Indians, who before was most secure and self-righteous,
and thought his state good because he knew more than the generality of
the Indians had formerly done, and who with a great degree of confidence
the day before, told me “he had been a Christian more than ten years,”
was now brought under solemn concern for his soul, and wept bitterly. Another
man advanced in years, who had been a murderer, a powow,
(or conjurer,) and a notorious drunkard, was likewise brought now to cry
for mercy with many tears, and to complain much that he could be no more
concerned when he saw his danger so very great.
They
were almost universally praying and crying for mercy in every part of the
house, and many out of doors, and numbers could neither go nor stand. Their
concern was so great, each one for himself, that none seemed to take any
notice of those about them, but each prayed freely for himself. And, I
am led to think, they were to their own apprehension as much retired as
if they had been individually by themselves in the thickest desert; or,
I believe rather, that they thought nothing about any but themselves
and their own states, and so were every one praying apart, although
all together.
It
seemed to me there was now an exact fulfilment of that prophecy, Zech.
xii. 10, 11, 12. for there was now “a great mourning, like the mourning
of Hadadrimmon;”--and each seemed to “mourn apart.” Methought this had
a near resemblance to the day of God’s power mentioned Josh. x. 14. for
I must say, I never saw any day like it in all respects: it was
a day wherein I am persuaded the Lord did much to destroy the kingdom of
darkness among this people.
This
concern in general was most rational and just, those who had been awakened
any considerable time, complained more especially of the badness of their
hearts; and those newly awakened of the badness of their lives
and actions past; and all were afraid of the anger of God, and of
everlasting misery as the desert of their sins.--Some of the white
people, who came out of curiosity to “hear what this babbler would say”
to the poor ignorant Indians, were much awakened, and some appeared to
be wounded with a view of their perishing state.
Those
who had lately obtained relief, were filled with comfort at this season;
they appeared calm and composed, and seemed to rejoice in Christ Jesus;
and some of them took their distressed friends by the hand, telling them
of the goodness of Christ, and the comfort that is to be enjoyed in him,
and thence invited them to come and give up their hearts to him. And I
could observe some of them in the most honest and unaffected manner, (without
any design of being taken notice of,) lifting up their eyes to heaven,
as if crying for mercy, while they saw the distress of the poor souls around
them.
There
was one remarkable instance of awakening this day, that I cannot but take
particular notice of here. A young Indian woman, who I believe never knew
before she had a soul, nor ever thought of any such thing, hearing that
there was something strange among the Indians, came it seems to see what
was the matter. In her way to the Indians she called at my lodgings, and
when I told her I designed presently to preach to the Indians, laughed
and seemed to mock; but went however to them. I had not proceeded far in
my public discourse before she felt effectually that she had a soul;
and before I had concluded my discourse, was so convinced of her sin and
misery, and so distressed with concern for her soul’s salvation, that she
seemed like one pierced through with a dart, and cried out incessantly.
She could neither go nor stand, nor sit on her seat without being held
up. After public service was over, she lay flat on the ground praying earnestly,
and would take no notice of, nor give any answer to, any that spoke to
her. I hearkened to know what she said, and perceived the burden of her
prayer to be, Guttummaukalummeh wechaumeh kmeleh Ndah, i.e. “Have
mercy on me, and help me to give you my heart.” And thus she continued
praying incessantly for many hours together.--This was indeed a surprising
day of God’s power, and seemed enough to convince an atheist of the truth,
importance, and power of God’s word.
Aug.
9. Spent almost the whole day with the Indians, the former part of it in
discoursing to many of them privately, and especially to some who had lately
received comfort, and endeavouring to inquire into the grounds of it, as
well as to give them some proper instructions, cautions, and directions.
In
the afternoon discoursed to them publicly. There were now present about
seventy persons, old and young. I opened and applied the parable of the
sower, Matt. xiii. Was enabled to discourse with much plainness, and found
afterwards that this discourse was very instructive to them. There were
many tears among them while I was discoursing publicly, but no considerable
cry: yet some were much affected with a few words spoken from Matt. xi.
28. “Come unto me, all ye that labour,” &c. with which I concluded
my discourse. But while I was discoursing near night to two or three of
the awakened persons, a divine influence seemed to attend what was spoken
to them in a powerful manner, which caused the persons to cry out in anguish
of soul, although I spoke not a word of terror; but, on the contrary, set
before them the fulness and all-sufficiency of Christ’s merits, and his
willingness to save all that came to him; and thereupon pressed them to
come without delay.
The
cry of these was soon heard by others, who, though scattered before, immediately
gathered round. I then proceeded in the same strain of gospel-invitation,
till they were all melted into tears and cries, except two or three; and
seemed in the greatest distress to find and secure an interest in the great
Redeemer.--Some who had but little more than a ruffle made in their
passions the day before, seemed now to be deeply affected and wounded
at heart: and the concern in general appeared near as prevalent as it was
the day before. There was indeed a very great mourning among them,
and yet every one seemed to
mourn apart. For so great was their
concern, that almost every one was praying and crying for himself, as if
none had been near. Guttummaukalummeh,
guttummaukalummeh,
i.e. “Have mercy upon me, have mercy upon me;” was the common cry.
It
was very affecting to see the poor Indians, who the other day were hallooing
and yelling in their idolatrous feasts and drunken frolics,
now crying to God with such importunity for an interest in his dear Son!--Found
two or three persons, who, I had reason to hope, had taken comfort upon
good grounds since the evening before: and these, with others that had
obtained comfort, were together, and seemed to rejoice much that God was
carrying on his work with such power upon others.
Aug.
10. Rode to the Indians, and began to discourse more privately to those
who had obtained comfort and satisfaction; endeavouring to instruct, direct,
caution, and comfort them. But others being eager of hearing every word
that related to spiritual concerns, soon came together one after another;
and when I had discoursed to the young converts more than half an
hour, they seemed much melted with divine things, and earnestly desirous
to be with Christ. I told them of the godly soul’s perfect purity and full
enjoyment of Christ, immediately upon its separation from the body; and
that it would be for ever inconceivably more happy than they had
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space of time, when Christ seemed near to them in prayer or other duties.
And that I might make way for speaking of the resurrection of the body,
and thence of the complete blessedness of the man, I said, But perhaps
some of you will say, I love my body as well as my soul, and I cannot bear
to think that my body should lie dead if my soul is happy. To which they
all cheerfully replied, Muttah, muttah, (before I had opportunity to prosecute
what I designed respecting the resurrection,) No, no. They did not regard
their bodies, if their souls might but be with Christ.--Then
they appeared “willing to be absent from the body that they might be present
with the Lord.”
When
I had spent some time with these, I turned to the other Indians, and spoke
to them from Luke xix. 10. “For the Son of man is come to seek,” &c.
I had not discoursed long before their concern rose to a great degree,
and the house was filled with cries and groans. And when I insisted on
the compassion and care of the Lord Jesus Christ for those that were
lost, who thought themselves undone, and could find no way of
escape, this melted them down the more, and aggravated their distress,
that they could not find and come to so kind a Saviour.
Sundry
persons who before had been but slightly awakened, were now deeply wounded
with a sense of their sin and misery. And one man in particular, who was
never before awakened, was now made to feel that “the word of the Lord
was quick and powerful, sharper than any two-edged sword.” He seemed to
be pierced at heart with distress, and his concern appeared most rational
and scriptural: for he said, “all the wickedness of his past life was brought
fresh to his remembrance, and he saw all the vile actions he had done formerly
as if done but yesterday.”
Found
one that had newly received comfort, after pressing distress from day to
day. Could not but rejoice and admire divine goodness in what appeared
this day. There seems to be some good done by every discourse; some newly
awakened every day, and some comforted.--It was refreshing to observe the
conduct of those that had obtained comfort, while others were distressed
with fear and concern; that is, lifting up their hearts to God for them.
Lord’s
day, Aug.
11 Discoursed in the forenoon from the parable of the prodigal son,
Luke xv. Observed no such remarkable effect of the word upon the assembly
as in days past.--There were numbers of careless spectators of the white
people; some Quakers, and others.--In the afternoon I discoursed upon a
part of St. Peter’s sermon, Acts ii. and at the close of my discourse to
the Indians, made an address to the white people, and divine truths
seemed then to be attended with power both to English and Indians. Several
of the white heathen were awakened, and could not longer be idle
spectators, but found they had souls to save or lose as well as
the Indians; and a great concern spread through the whole assembly. So
that this also appeared to be a day of God’s power, especially towards
the conclusion of if, although the influence attending the word seemed
scarce so powerful now as in some days past.
The
number of the Indians, old and young, was now upwards of seventy, and one
or two were newly awakened this day, who never had appeared to be moved
with concern for their souls before.--Those who had obtained relief and
comfort, and had given hopeful evidences of having passed a saving change,
appeared humble and devout, and behaved in an agreeable and christian-like
manner. I was refreshed to see the tenderness of conscience manifest in
some of them, one instance of which I cannot but notice. Perceiving one
of them very sorrowful in the morning, I inquired into the cause of her
sorrow, and found the difficulty was, she had been angry with her child
the evening before, and was now exercised with fears, lest her anger had
been inordinate and sinful, which so grieved her, that she waked and began
to sob before day-light, and continued weeping for several hours together.
Aug.
14. Spent the day with the Indians. There was one of them who had some
time since put away his wife, (as is common among them,) and taken another
woman, and being now brought under some serious impressions, was much concerned
about that affair in particular, and seemed fully convinced of the wickedness
of that practice, and earnestly desirous to know what God would have him
do in his present circumstances. When the law of God respecting marriage
had been opened to them, and the cause of his leaving his wife inquired
into; and when it appeared she had given him no just occasion by unchastity
to desert her, and that she was willing to forgive his past misconduct,
and to live peaceably with him for the future, and that she moreover insisted
on it as her right to enjoy him; he was then told, that it was his
indispensable duty to renounce the woman he had last taken, and receive
the other who was his proper wife, and live peaceably with her during life.
With this he readily and cheerfully complied, and thereupon publicly
renounced the woman he had last taken, and publicly promised to
live with and be kind to his wife during life, she also promising the same
to him.--And here appeared a clear demonstration of the power of God’s
word upon their hearts. I suppose a few weeks before, the whole world could
not have persuaded this man to a compliance with christian rules in this
affair.
I
was not without fears, lest this proceeding might be like putting “new
wine into old bottles,” and that some might be prejudiced against Christianity,
when they saw the demands made by it. But the man being much concerned
about the matter, the determination of it could be deferred no longer,
and it seemed to have a good, rather than an ill, effect among the Indians,
who generally owned, that the laws of Christ were good and right respecting
the affairs of marriage.--In the afternoon I preached to them from the
apostle’s discourse to Cornelius, Acts x. 34, &c. There appeared some
affectionate concern among them, though not equal to what appeared in several
of the former days. They still attended and heard as for their lives, and
the Lord’s work seemed still to be promoted, and propagated among them.
Aug.
15. Preached from Luke iv. 16-21. “And he came to Nazareth,” &c. The
word was attended with power upon the hearts of the hearers. There was
much concern, many tears, and affecting cries among them, and some in a
special manner were deeply wounded and distressed for their souls. There
were some newly awakened who came but this week, and convictions seemed
to be promoted in others.--Those who had received comfort, were likewise
refreshed and strengthened, and the work of grace appeared to advance in
all respects. The passions of the congregation in general were not
so much moved, as in some days past, but their hearts seemed as
solemnly and deeply affected with divine truths as ever, at least in many
instances, although the concern did not seem to be so universal, and to
reach every individual in such a manner as it had appeared to do some days
before.
Aug.
16 Spent a considerable time in conversing privately with sundry of the
Indians. Found one that had got relief and comfort, after pressing concern,
and could not but hope, when I came to discourse particularly with her,
that her comfort was of the right kind.--In the afternoon, I preached to
them from John vi. 26-34. Toward the close of my discourse, divine truths
were attended with considerable power upon the audience, and more especially
after public service was over, when I particularly addressed sundry distressed
persons.
There
was a great concern for their souls spread pretty generally among them;
but especially there were two persons newly awakened to a sense of their
sin and misery, one of whom was lately come, and the other had all along
been very attentive, and desirous of being awakened, but could never before
have any lively view of her perishing state. But now her concern and spiritual
distress was such, that, I thought, I had never seen any more pressing.
Sundry old men were also in distress for their souls; so that they
could not refrain from weeping and crying out aloud, and their bitter groans
were the most convincing, as well as affecting, evidence of the reality
and depth of their inward anguish.--God is powerfully at work among them!
True and genuine convictions of sin are daily promoted in many instances,
and some are newly awakened from time to time, although some few, who felt
a commotion in their passions in days past, seem now to discover
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hearts
were never duly affected. I never saw the work of God appear so independent
of means as at this time. I discoursed to the people, and spoke what, I
suppose, had a proper tendency to promote convictions; but God’s manner
of working upon them appeared so entirely supernatural, and above
means, that I could scarce believe he used me as an instrument,
or what I spake as means of carrying on his work; for it seemed,
as I thought, to have no connexion with, nor dependence upon, means in
any respect. And although I could not but continue to use the means which
I thought proper for the promotion of the work, yet God seemed, as I apprehended,
to work entirely without them. I seemed to do nothing, and indeed to have
nothing to do, but to “stand still and see the salvation of God;” and found
myself obliged and delighted to say, “Not unto us,” not unto instruments
and means, “but to thy name be glory.” God appeared to work entirely alone,
and I saw no room to attribute any part of this work to any created arm.
Aug.
17. Spent much time in private conferences with the Indians. Found one
who had newly obtained relief and comfort, after a long season of spiritual
trouble and distress--he having been one of my hearers in the Forks of
Delaware for more than a year, and now followed me here under deep concern
for his soul--and had abundant reason to hope that his comfort was well
grounded, and truly divine.--Afterwards discoursed publicly from Acts viii.
29-39. and took occasion to treat concerning baptism, in order to
their being instructed and prepared to partake of that ordinance. They
were yet hungry and thirsty for the word of God, and appeared unwearied
in their attendance upon it.
Lord’s
day, Aug.
18. Preached in the forenoon to an assembly of white people, made
up of Presbyterians, Baptist, Quakers, c&. Afterwards preached to the
Indians from John vi. 35-40. “He that eateth my flesh,” &c. There was
considerable concern visible among them, though not equal to what has frequently
appeared of late.
Aug.
19. Preached from Isa. lv. 1. “Ho, every one that thirsteth,” &c. Divine
truths were attended with power upon those who had received comfort, and
others also. The former were sweetly melted and refreshed with divine invitations,
the latter much concerned for their souls, that they might obtain an interest
in these glorious gospel-provisions that were set before them. There were
numbers of poor impotent souls that waited at the pool for
healing, and the angel seemed, as at other times of late,
to trouble the waters; so that there was yet a most desirable and
comfortable prospect of the spiritual recovery of diseased, perishing sinners.
Aug.
23. Spent some time with the Indians in private discourse; afterwards preached
to them from John vi. 44-50. “No man can come to me, except,” &c. There
was, as has been usual, a great attention and some affection among them.
Several appeared deeply concerned for their souls, and could not but express
their inward anguish by tears and cries. But the amazing divine influence
that has been so powerfully among them in general, seems, at present, in
some degree abated, at least in regard of its universality, though
many who have got no special comfort, still retain deep impressions of
divine things.
Aug.
24. Spent the forenoon in discoursing to some of the Indians, in order
to their receiving the ordinance of baptism. When I had opened the
nature of the ordinance, the obligations attending it, the duty of devoting
ourselves to God in it, and the privilege of being in covenant with
him, sundry of them seemed to be filled with love to God, and delighted
with the thoughts of giving up themselves to him in that solemn and public
manner, melted and refreshed with the hopes of enjoying the blessed Redeemer.
Afterwards
I discoursed publicly from 1 Thess. iv. 13-17. “But I would not have you
be ignorant,” &c. There was a solemn attention, and some visible concern
and affection in the time of public service, which was afterwards increased
by some further exhortation given them to come to Christ, and give up their
hearts to him, that they might be fitted to “ascend up and meet him in
the air,” when he shall “descend with a shout, and the voice of the archangel.”
There
were several Indians newly come, who thought their state good, and themselves
happy, because they had sometimes lived with the white people under
gospel-light, had learned to read, were civil, &c. although they appeared
utter strangers to their own hearts, and altogether unacquainted with the
power of religion, as well as with the doctrines of grace. With
those I discoursed particularly after public worship, and was surprised
to see their self-righteous disposition, their strong attachment to the
covenant of works for salvation, and the high value they put upon their
supposed attainments.--Yet after much discourse, one appeared in a measure
convinced, that “by the deeds of the law no flesh living can be justified,”
and wept bitterly, inquiring “what he must do to be saved!”
This
was very comfortable to others, who had gained some experimental
acquaintance with their own hearts; for before they were grieved
with the conversation and conduct of these new comers, who boasted
of their knowledge, and thought well of themselves, but evidently discovered
to those that had any experience of divine truths, that they knew nothing
of their own hearts.
Lord’s
day, Aug.
25. Preached in the forenoon from Luke xv. 3-7. There being a multitude
of white people present, I made an address to them, at the
close of my discourse to the Indians: but could not so much as keep them
orderly; for scores of them kept walking and gazing about, and behaved
more indecently than any Indians I ever addressed; and a view of
their abusive conduct so sunk my spirits, that I could scarce go on with
my work.
In
the afternoon discoursed from Rev. iii. 20. at which time the Indians behaved
seriously, though many others were vain.--Afterwards baptized twenty-five
persons of the Indians, fifteen adults, and ten children.
Most of the adults I have comfortable reason to hope are renewed persons;
and there was not one of them but what I entertained some hopes of in that
respect, though the case of two or three of them appeared more doubtful.
After
the crowd of spectators was gone, I called the baptized persons together,
and discoursed to them in particular, at the same time inviting others
to attend. I minded them of the solemn obligations they were now under
to live to God, warned them of the evil and dreadful consequences of careless
living, especially after this public profession of Christianity; gave them
directions for their future conduct, and encouraged them to watchfulness
and devotion, by setting before them the comfort and happy conclusion
of a religious life.--This was a desirable and sweet season indeed! Their
hearts were engaged and cheerful in duty, and they rejoiced that they had
in a public and solemn manner dedicated themselves to God.--Love seemed
to reign among them! They took each other by the hand with tenderness and
affection, as if their hearts were knit together, while I was discoursing
to them: and all their deportment toward each other was such, that a serious
spectator might justly be excited to cry out with admiration, “Behold
how they love one another!” Sundry of the other Indians, at seeing and
hearing these things, were much affected, and wept bitterly, longing to
be partakers of the same joy and comfort that these discovered by their
very countenances as well as conduct.
Aug.
26. Preached to my people from John vi. 51-55. After I had discoursed some
time, I addressed those in particular who entertained hopes that they were
“passed from death to life.” Opened to them the persevering nature of those
consolations Christ gives his people, and which I trusted he had bestowed
upon some in that assembly; showed them that such have already the “beginnings
of eternal life,” (ver. 54.) and that their heaven shall speedily
be completed, &c.
I
no sooner began to discourse in this strain, but the dear Christians
in the congregation began to be melted with affection to, and desire of,
the enjoyment of Christ, and of a state of perfect purity. They wept affectionately,
and yet joyfully, and their tears and sobs discovered brokenness
of heart, and yet were attended with real comfort and sweetness;
so that this was a tender, affectionate, humble, delightful melting, and
appeared to be the genuine effect of a Spirit of adoption, and very
far from that spirit of
bondage that they not long since laboured
under. The influence seemed to spread from these through the whole assembly,
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and
there quickly appeared a wonderful concern among them. Many who had not
yet found Christ as an all-sufficient Saviour, were surprisingly engaged
in seeking after him. It was indeed a lovely and very desirable assembly.
Their number was now about ninety-five persons, old and young, and
almost all affected either with joy in Christ Jesus, or with utmost
concern to obtain an interest in him.
Being
fully convinced it was now my duty to take a journey far back to the Indians
on Susquehannah river, (it being now a proper season of the year to find
them generally at home,) after having spent some hours in public and private
discourses with my people, I told them, that I must now leave them for
the present, and go to their brethren far remote, and preach to
them; that I wanted the Spirit of God should go with me, without whom nothing
could be done to any good purpose among the Indians--as they themselves
had opportunity to see, and observe, by the barrenness of our meetings
at some times, when there was much pains taken to affect and awaken sinners,
and yet to little or no purpose--and asked them, if they could not be willing
to spend the remainder of the day in prayer for me, that God would
go with me, and succeed my endeavours for the conversion of those poor
souls. They cheerfully complied with the motion, and soon after I left
them (the sun being then about an hour and a half high at night) they began,
and continued praying all night,) till break of day, or very near,
never mistrusting, they tell me, till they went out and viewed the stars,
and saw the morning-star a considerable height, that it was later
than common bed-time. Thus eager and unwearied were they in their devotions!
A remarkable night it was, attended, as my interpreter tells me, with a
powerful influence upon those who were yet under concern, as well as those
that had received comfort.
There
were, I trust, this day two distressed souls brought to the enjoyment of
solid comfort in him, in whom the weary find rest.--It was likewise
remarkable, that this day an old Indian, who has all his days been
an obstinate idolater, was brought to give up his rattles
(which they use for music in their idolatrous feasts and dances)
to the other Indians, who quickly destroyed them; and this without any
attempt of mine in the affair, I having said nothing to him about it; so
that it seemed it was nothing but just the power of God’s word, without
any particular application to
this sin, that produced this effect.
Thus God has begun, thus he has hitherto surprisingly carried on a work
of grace amongst these Indians. May the glory be ascribed to him, who is
the sole Author of it!
FORKS
OF DELAWARE, in Pennsylvania, Sept. 1745.
Lord’s
day, Sept.
1. Preached to the Indians here from Luke xiv. 16-23. The word appeared
to be attended with some power, and caused some tears in the assembly.--Afterwards
preached to a number of white people present, and observed many
of them in tears, and some who had formerly been as careless and unconcerned
about religion perhaps as the Indians.--Towards night discoursed to the
Indians again, and perceived a greater attention, and more visible concern
among them than has been usual in these parts.
Sept.
3. Preached to the Indians from Isa. liii. 3-6. “He is despised and rejected
of men,” &c. The divine presence seemed to be in the midst of the assembly,
and a considerable concern spread amongst them. Sundry persons seemed to
be awakened, amongst whom were two stupid creatures that I could scarce
ever before keep awake while I was discoursing to them. Could not but rejoice
at this appearance of things, although at the same time I could not but
fear, lest the concern they at present manifested, might prove like
a morning cloud, as something of that nature had formerly done in these
parts.
Sept.
5. Discoursed to the Indians from the parable of the sower, afterwards
conversed particularly with sundry persons, which occasioned them to weep,
and even cry out in an affecting manner, and seized others with surprise
and concern; and I doubt not but that a divine power accompanied what was
then spoken. Sundry of these persons had been with me to Crossweeksung,
and had there seen, and some of them, I trust, felt the power of God’s
word in an effectual and saving manner. I asked one of them, who
had obtained comfort, and given hopeful evidences of being truly religious,
Why he now cried? He replied, “When he thought how Christ was slain like
a lamb, and spilt his blood for sinners, he could not help crying, when
he was all alone:” and thereupon burst out into tears and cries again.
I then asked his wife, who had likewise been abundantly comforted, wherefore
she cried? She answered, “She was grieved that the Indians here would not
come to Christ, as well as those at Crossweeksung.” I asked her if she
found a heart to pray for them, and whether Christ had seemed to be near
to her of late in prayer, as in time past? (which is my usual method of
expressing a sense of the divine presence.) She replied, “Yes, he had been
near to her; and that at some times when she had been praying alone, her
heart loved to pray so, that she could not bear to leave the place, but
wanted to stay and pray longer.”
Sept.
7. Preached to the Indians from John vi. 35-39. There was not so much appearance
of concern among them as at several other times of late; yet they appeared
serious and attentive.
Lord’s
day, Sept.
8. Discoursed to the Indians in the forenoon from John xii. 44-50. in the
afternoon from Acts ii. 36-39. The word of God at this time seemed to fall
with
weight and influence upon them. There were but few present,
but most that were, were in tears, and sundry cried out under distressing
concern for their souls.
There
was one man considerably awakened, who never before discovered any concern
for his soul. There appeared a remarkable work of the divine Spirit among
them, almost generally, not unlike what has been of late at Crossweeksung.
It seemed as if the divine influence had spread from thence to this place;
although something of it appeared here in the awakening of my interpreter,
his wife, and some few others.
Sundry
of the careless white people now present were awakened, (or at least
startled,) seeing the power of God so prevalent among the Indians.
I then made a particular address to them, which seemed to make some impression
upon them, and excite some affection in them.
There
are sundry Indians in these parts who have always refused to hear me preach,
and have been enraged against those that have attended my preaching. But
of late they are more bitter than ever, scoffing at Christianity, and sometimes
asking my hearers, “How often they have cried?” and “Whether they have
not now cried enough to do the turn?” &c. So that they have already
“trial of cruel mockings.”
Sept.
9. Left the Indians in the Forks of Delaware, and set out on a journey
towards Susquehannah river, directing my course towards the Indian town
more than a hundred and twenty miles west-ward from the Forks. Travelled
about fifteen miles, and there lodged.
Sept.
13. After having lodged out three nights, arrived at the Indian town I
aimed at on Susquehannah, called Shaumoking, (one of the places, and the
largest of them, that I visited in May last,) and was kindly received and
entertained by the Indians: but had little satisfaction by reason of the
heathenish dance and revel they then held in the house where I was obliged
to lodge, which I could not suppress, though I often entreated them to
desist, for the sake of one of their own friends who was then sick in the
house, and whose disorder was much aggravated by the noise.--Alas! how
destitute of natural affection are these poor uncultivated pagans!
although they seem somewhat kind in their own way. Of a truth, “the dark
corners of the earth are full of the habitations of cruelty.”
This
town (as I observed in my Journal of May last) lies partly on the east
side of the river, partly on the west, and partly on a large island in
it, and contains upwards of fifty houses, and they tell me, near three
hundred persons, though I never saw much more then half that number in
it; but of three different tribes of Indians, speaking three languages
wholly unintelligible to each other. About one half of its inhabitants
are Delawares, the others called Senakes, and Tutelas. The Indians of this
place are counted the most drunken, mischievous, and ruffianly
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of any in these parts: and Satan seems to have his seat in
this town in an eminent manner.
Sept.
14. Visited the Delaware king, (who was supposed to be at the point of
death when I was here in May last, but was now recovered,) and discoursed
with him and others respecting Christianity, and spent the afternoon with
them, and had more encouragement than I expected. The king appeared
kindly disposed, and willing to be instructed: this gave me some encouragement
that God would open an effectual door for my preaching the gospel
here, and set up his kingdom in this place. Which was a support and refreshment
to me in the wilderness, and rendered my solitary circumstances comfortable
and pleasant.
Lord’s
day, Sept.
15. Visited the chief of the Delawares again; was kindly received
by him, and discoursed to the Indians in the afternoon. Still entertained
hopes that God would open their hearts to receive the gospel, though many
of them in the place were so drunk from day to day, that I could get no
opportunity to speak to them. Towards night discoursed with one that understood
the languages of the Six Nations, (as they are usually called,) who discovered
an inclination to hearken to Christianity; which gave me some hopes that
the gospel might hereafter be sent to those nations far remote.
Sept.
16. Spent the forenoon with the Indians, endeavouring to instruct them
from house to house, and to engage them, as far as I could, to be friendly
to Christianity. Towards night went to one part of the town where they
were sober, and got together near fifty persons of them, and discoursed
to them, having first obtained the king’s cheerful consent.--There
was a surprising attention among them, and they manifested a considerable
desire of being further instructed. There was also one or two that seemed
to be touched with some concern for their souls, who appeared well pleased
with some conversation in private, after I had concluded my public discourse
to them.
My
spirits were much refreshed with this appearance of things, and I could
not but return with my interpreter (having no other companion in
this journey) to my poor hard lodgings, rejoicing in hopes that God designed
to set up his kingdom here, where Satan now reigns in the most eminent
manner; and found uncommon freedom in addressing the throne of grace for
the accomplishment of so great and glorious a work.
Sept.
17. Spent the forenoon in visiting and discoursing to the Indians. About
noon left Shaumoking, (most of the Indians going out this day on their
hunting design,) and travelled down the river south-westward.
Sept.
19. Visited an Indian town called Juncauta, situate on an island
in Susquehannah. Was much discouraged with the temper and behaviour of
the Indians here, although they appeared friendly when I was with them
the last spring, and then gave me encouragement to come and see them again.
But they now seemed resolved to retain their pagan notions, and persist
in their idolatrous practices.
Sept.
20. Visited the Indians again at Juncauta island, and found them almost
universally very busy in making preparations for a great sacrifice
and dance. Had no opportunity to get them together in order to discourse
with them about Christianity, by reason of their being so much engaged
about their sacrifice. My spirits were much sunk with a prospect
so very discouraging, and especially seeing I had now no interpreter but
a pagan, who was as much attached to idolatry as any of them; (my
own interpreter having left me the day before, being obliged to attend
upon some important business elsewhere, and knowing that he could neither
speak nor understand the language of these Indians;) so that I was
under the greatest disadvantages imaginable. However, I attempted to discourse
privately with some of them, but without any appearance of success: notwithstanding,
I still tarried with them.
In
the evening they met together, near a hundred of them, and danced round
a large fire, having prepared ten fat deer for the sacrifice. The
fat of whose inwards they burnt in the fire while they were dancing, and
sometimes raised the flame to a prodigious height, at the same time yelling
and shouting in such a manner, that they might easily have been heard two
miles or more.--They continued their sacred dance all night, or
near the matter, after which they ate the flesh of the sacrifice,
and so retired each one to his lodging.
I
enjoyed little satisfaction this night, being entirely alone on the island,
(as to any christian company,) and in the midst of this idolatrous
revel; and having walked to and fro till body and mind were pained and
much oppressed, I at length crept into a little crib made for corn, and
there slept on the poles.
Lord’s
day, Sept.
21. Spent the day with the Indians on the island. As soon as they were
well up in the morning, I attempted to instruct them, and laboured for
that purpose to get them together, but quickly found they had something
else to do; for near noon they gathered together all their powows,
(or conjurers,) and set about half a dozen of them to playing their juggling
tricks, and acting their frantic distracted postures, in order to find
out why they were then so sickly upon the island, numbers of them being
at that time disordered with a fever, and bloody flux. In
this exercise they were engaged for several hours, making all the wild,
ridiculous, and distracted motions imaginable; sometimes singing; sometimes
howling; sometimes extending their hands to the utmost stretch, spreading
all their fingers; and they seemed to push with them, as if they designed
to fright something away, or at least keep it off at arm’s-end; sometimes
stroking their faces with their hands, then spurting water as fine as mist;
sometimes sitting flat on the earth, then bowing down their faces to the
ground; wringing their sides, as if in pain and anguish; twisting their
faces, turning up their eyes, grunting, puffing, &c.
Their
monstrous actions tended to excite ideas of horror, and seemed to have
something in them, as I thought, peculiarly suited to raise the devil,
if he could be raised by any thing odd, ridiculous, and frightful.
Some of them, I could observe, were much more fervent and devout in the
business than others, and seemed to chant, peep, and mutter
with a great degree of warmth and vigour, as if determined to awaken and
engage the powers below. I sat at a small distance, not more than thirty
feet from them, (though undiscovered,) with my Bible in my hand, resolving,
if possible, to spoil their sport, and prevent their receiving any answers
from the infernal world, and there viewed the whole scene. They
continued their hideous charms and incantations for more than three hours,
until they had all wearied themselves out, although they had in that space
of time taken sundry intervals of rest; and at length broke up, I apprehended,
without receiving any answer at all.