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From the Manse September 2007
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I
heard this morning some desperately sad news. The phone rang at quarter
to nine. Alec Taylor was ringing to let me know that our friend Nigel
Lacey had died during the night. Since his first heart attack a month
ago, we had heard varying reports of his condition. One moment we heard
that he was making good progress; the next we heard that he was in
intensive care. And then finally this news - half expected and yet
shattering.
Nigel had been a preacher for many years. He served a
number of churches in the UK before moving in his
fifties to Kenya to work alongside Keith Underhill. He was there for
three years before moving on to pastor Lusaka Baptist Church in Zambia
for a further five and a half years. When he returned to the UK in
October 2004, his first preaching engagement was at the God’s Glory Our
Joy conference here in the north-west; after the conference he stayed
and took the Lord’s Day services for us here at GBCS.
Many of you will remember his preaching on that occasion.
His ministry among us was so appreciated that the office-bearers
wondered whether he might be the “older man” we had been looking for as
a fellow-elder. We wrote to him in February 2005 to ask whether he
might consider moving to Stockport to work among us. Nigel wrote back a
very gracious letter, thanking us for the approach: “I am sure it would
be a great joy to work alongside you and among the brethren at
Stockport...” But he went on to say, “I believe that we still need more
time to settle completely into the situation in the UK before we can see
our way forward..”
As time went by, it was obvious that Nigel’s heart was
being drawn in another direction. In October 2005 he wrote again to say
that he had accepted a call to pastor Hope Baptist Church, Forest Gate,
a small reformed baptist cause in the East End of London, just down the
road from Leystonstone where David Last had not long begun his ministry
. He asked if I would come and preach at his induction service which was
planned for January 2006. That was a great and undeserved honour for me
and one I was very glad to accept.
A little later Nigel sent out a newsletter to interested
friends telling the story of his call to Hope. He explained that he had
received a preliminary approach from that church even before leaving
Zambia. Their interest continued after his return to the UK but Nigel
was hesitant. He “told the church officers at Hope that they faced a
great and demanding mission field in the multi-racial environment of the
London Borough of Newham, and they should accordingly look for a
younger, energetic pastor whom the Lord would enable to establish an
enduring ministry. They persisted, however, and eventually the church
issued a formal invitation to us. By that time the Lord had warmed our
hearts towards the fellowship and work of that small, inner-city church
and by October we were able to accept and commit ourselves to starting
our ministry on 1 January 2006".
Well, who would have thought that that ministry would be
so short-lived? Nigel was still short of retirement age when the Lord
called him home. Many who had known him over the years judged that his
preaching was as powerful than at any time in his ministry. Indeed
those years in Africa seemed to have given him a renewed freshness and
directness in his preaching: a determination to speak as simply as
possible from the heart and to the heart. His leadership had brought new
life and vigour to the church in Forest Gate. He was due to baptise
three teenage lads the very weekend that he had his first heart attack -
all three had been deeply touched by his preaching and his character.
And his usefulness within the circle of reformed baptist churches across
the UK was growing steadily. The last decade has been a time of great
confusion when many leaders have moved away from positions they once
held. But many of us saw in Nigel a man we could trust, unwaveringly
faithful to the Bible and the reformed faith, a brave contender for
baptist principles, a man of sober judgement and great vision, a pair of
safe hands. If I were to make a list of the men we could least spare, I
would put him in the first three.
I last saw Nigel at the Grace Baptist Assembly in May.
He preached for us on a vital theme: “Baptism - Why is it Important?”.
I was warmed by his uncompromising determination to speak the whole
counsel of God. The preaching was fresh, vigorous, forceful. None of us
listening that day would have guessed that within three months his
course would be run.
I’m due to go away on holiday two days from now. I’m
going away sobered and saddened. I’m sad for Margaret Lacey and for
Nigel’s children and grandchildren. I’m sad for the church at Forest
Gate. Nigel had been their pastor for such a short time. Yet they had
come to love him dearly. One of the deacons sent out an e-mail this
morning with the news. His words reveal something of the grief that
that church is feeling. He wrote:
“Our Brother, Friend and
Pastor Nigel Lacey went to be in the immediate presence of the Lord this
morning (Tuesday 14 August) at about 3:00am... There is so much to say
about our dear pastor, brother and friend. We will miss him deeply. We
knew him as pastor for the relatively short period of just under 20
months. But in that time he, along with Margaret, gave himself fully to
the work of the gospel among us. We knew that he loved us and wanted to
see us mature in Christ and serving the Lord. He loved the falterers and
the halting, the young, the old in the faith and he was well received by
all. His output was an example to us all (although we saw only the tip
of the iceberg). He was a great encourager of gospel endeavour at home
and abroad. He brought a freshness of approach and thoroughness to the
work at Hope. He showed immense patience and gentleness and kindness to
us all. All this in a sinner saved by grace. We pray for Margaret and
will want to be a good support to her. We pray for those in the wider
family, particularly those whose standing in the Lord is unknown. We
pray for our church that we will have the confidence that the Lord's
plans for us are good and not for our harm. We pray that we will
truly learn what it means “to look to the hills from whence comes our
help.” The news has not sunk in as yet but we trust that grieving “but
not without hope” is not a mere platitude. I cannot at all put into
words the love we had for Nigel. We had so many hopes in the Lord (and
we trust we will continue to have them)...”
But
beyond my sadness for the family Nigel loved and the church he served,
I’m sad and troubled for the cause of the gospel in the UK. It is a
fearful providence when the Lord takes away the men who seem best fitted
to lead his people. I was troubled when twenty years ago the Lord
removed Victor Budgen and Dic Eccles - perhaps the two most gifted
leaders among the reformed churches in the north-west. I was troubled
when ten years ago, the Lord removed Bob Sheehan, the most outstanding
of the younger reformed baptist leaders in the UK. I am troubled today
knowing that the Lord has removed a man whom we hoped would provide us
with leadership for another ten or fifteen years.
The Bible teaches that it is one of God’s most terrible
judgements when he takes away real leaders from his people and leaves
them in the hands of the immature or incompetent. Isaiah wrote:
“Behold, the Lord GOD of hosts is
taking away from Jerusalem and from Judah support and supply, all
support of bread, and all support of water; the mighty man and the
soldier, the judge and the prophet, the diviner and the elder, the
captain of fifty and the man of rank, the counsellor and the skilful
craftsman and the expert in charms. And I will make boys their princes
and infants shall rule over them. And the people will oppress one
another, every one his fellow and every one his neighbour...”
(Isaiah 3:1-5).
I know of churches all across the UK which are crying out
for leadership. I hear the same story from one church after
another...”We’ve been looking for a pastor for three years, four years,
five years... and we just can’t find anyone who’s able and willing...
Where are the men with preaching ability and leadership gifts?
The answer is they’re increasingly hard to find. Amos
prophesied a day when the Lord would send a famine on the land,
“not a famine of bread nor a thirst for water, but of hearing the word
of the LORD” (Amos 8:11). There are signs that such a famine is
coming on our land at the present time.
That’s one of the reasons I’ve devoted so much time and
effort over the years to our “study weeks”. They are just one little
thing I can do to encourage men who want to preach. In God’s kindness,
they have played at least a small part in preparing some men for
Christian leadership. In fact, for a number of men, study week has been
an important stepping stone towards full time ministry. I’m so grateful
for that.
But in the end it’s only God who can make leaders. We can
encourage, train, appoint. But only God can make a Moses, a Joshua, a
Nehemiah, a Simon Peter. Only God can make a Calvin, a Bunyan, a
Spurgeon, a William Gadsby or a Nigel Lacey. Let’s give ourselves to
prayer now that God will raise up in Nigel’s place a dozen men as
leaders for the future. And what a joy it would be if some of those men
were raised up in our congregation over the next few years.
And for myself, Nigel’s homecall is one more reminder
that I must make full use of the time I have, whether it’s short or
long. The Saviour said, “I must work
the works of him who sent me while it is day; the night is coming when
no man can work..” (John 9:4). I believe Nigel was ready. We
didn’t know it but he had fought his good fight, run his race, finished
the work God had given him to do. Will I have finished my work when the
Lord calls me?
In one of the last letters he wrote before leaving
Zambia, Nigel spoke of a funeral he had just taken, the funeral of a
fifteen year old girl called Tenji whom he had baptised not long
before. He wrote: “Her funeral service and the burial were memorable
occasions. The church was packed with probably 100 people outside,
unable to get seats in the sanctuary. Our teenagers sang a hymn, which I
did not know, but which Tenji had very recently discovered and declared
to be among her favourites. A couple of verses that so impressed me
were:
O how I long to reach my
home,
My glorious home in heaven!
And wish the joyful hour were come,
The welcome summons given!
O how I long to be with Christ,
Where all his glory beams!
To be from this dark world dismissed,
Which his dear name blasphemes!
Well Tenji and Nigel are there together now in that
glorious home, where all Christ’s glory beams. What joy for Nigel to
meet up with her and many others who found Christ under his ministry!
All his labours here in this world are amply rewarded now.
By the time you read this, my holiday will nearly be
over. But please do pray that we’ll return renewed in body and soul,
ready to take up the work to which Christ has called us. There is work
to be done; there are rewards to be won.
God
bless you all, Stephen
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