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In Memory of Tommy Fox (1981-2002) - Aug 2002 |
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Web Condolences Archive: August 2002 Lil sis x at 23:28:29 Thursday August 29 2002 Hey tom, just writing a lil message to tell you how much i love you, im going on holiday in the morning and have to be up at 4am whoa what a time a!! Well I am so sorry i didnt get the chance to come and see you today but as you know i was rushed off my feet!! If i have forgotten anything put it somewhere..so i see it before i go please!!! I bought you some roses today they are lovely mum will bring them to you in the morning after i have gone, so i hope you like them n u look after them!! Well hope you still watch me whereever i go and look after me....Here we go eyes filling up...i dont seem to do anything but cry at night time all i do is think about you n cry because theres so many good memories but there could be so many more if you were still here they just arnt enough compared to you ya know! Well anyway instead of getting myself all worked up again im sure u would want me to be happy for you im just sorry im not! Anyway tom im going to love you and leave you as i have to be up early! You take care of yourself and all those other people!! I love you Love your lil sis forever in our hearts yeah! love Emily xXxXxXxXxXxXxXx clairelawson[cousain] at 18:8:39 Sunday August 25 2002 hi tom soryy havent spoke to you latley. i miss you lots. you were a lovley cousain you were so funny. i am comming to say round your house tomorrow wityh my little sister amy it will be strange because you wont be her i have got your little bird and i have called it harvey i hope you like that name it is all safe and well i look after it most of the time well goodbye and i love you lots little cousain claire lawson Greig Martens at 1:13:22 Friday August 23 2002 Easy bruv, hows it going. I'm missing you big time, I wish you were here. I think about you almost every day, but today for the first time I actually realised that your not coming back. It was a weird feeling, something ticked inside. I really don't know what to say. I've been sitting here for ten minutes trying to think of something. I'm so shit at these type of things. I just want to talk to you so much. You were so easy to talk to, I know everyone misses you so much. I spoke to a girl called Clara the other day, she said that you and her used to go out when you were like 15. The things she said just reminded me so strongly of how loved you were. She said that she didn,t come to the funeral because she would have felt out of place. I wanted to say that she could of come. If she wanted to show her respects to such a lovely bloke, then why not. It,s just the fakers that piss me off. I know you know what i mean. Anyway, thats enough rambling, sorry to bore you with all my bullshit, stay strong bruv, keep heaven rocking. Us lot aint far behind ya. I love you bruv xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxmwah mwah mwah mwah mwah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxx xxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx Lil ems xx at 0:34:51 Friday August 23 2002 Hey bro!! Just popped on to see how you were and basically to tell you i done better then i thought i would in my gcses you helped me through them didnt you babe!! I really done ok and im sure you watched me all the way! Just a quick one to tell you that and im coming to see you tomorrow and to say night i love you loads and loads!!! Night, sweet dreams forever! Love you x jem blande at 19:58:18 Wednesday August 21 2002 hiya tommy, sorry i havent spoke for ages but i still dont know what to say! i have just read some of the new messages and i am just crying! i miss you loads! em and your family are so strong! well i get my GCSE results tomorrow not looking forward to it but i'll let u know how i got on! anyway dont know what to say apart from i miss you more and more every day! see you soon tom! love you loads jem xxxxx Lil ems x at 19:10:52 Sunday August 18 2002 Hey Tom! How are you?! I hope you are alright. I am ok i guess, I have been away just for a break in scotland it was lovely there, i went with donna and yan and the girls it was really lovely time away, You probably saw me got stung by that thing my leg blew up like anything it scared me!! Well im missing you as always more now then ever it seemed when we was away you was everywhere i went if i walked it was as though you were following me all the way...I just hope you was. I Love you so much and so do many of people, but you will remain in our hearts forever and ever without a doubt. I read everyones messages and tears just stream down my eyes because this isnt what we should be doing...we should be able to talk to you and see you right now but unfortunately we cant, As aunty midgey said...she is still very proud of you well i am to because you were everything to me i know we had our ups and downs but thats what brothers and sisters are all about and now i dont have anyone to fight with or argue with i dont have anything...all i have is the memories of you...they are lovely but just not enough to please me because i just always want you to walk through the front door and pretend it never happend, they day i found out is just ticking over in my mind i was standing with char m in school and i got called out and when i found out the news i was devastated and it just keeps playing in my mind lately those few days were the hardest days of my life and they still feel the same right now, Anyway im going to go now but i will write to you soon to let you know how bad i done in my gcses!! Love you forever.. your lil sis xxx midge at 16:34:10 Thursday August 15 2002 Hey babe, long time. havent written for a while, just chicken i spose, makes me too upset. Like the chats we have though and the crafty wink you give back to me every day. we all miss you sooo much. I think a little part of me dies along with you every day, but i know you are ok and i know that you are taking care of things up there. Little Ems is cool, turning into quite a girl, u would be very proud of her, quite the little stunner. Mum and dad are keeping strong but their hearts are breaking. You have left such a gap in everyones lives and a sadness that we just cant shake. We try to have a giggle, usually at nan, who is still as scatty as ever!! its just not quite the same without you. Just wanted you to know that we are ok and that you are always in my thoughts. I love you so much and am still as proud of you as ever. miss ya babe god bless midgey xx Emily(his girl) at 16:26:16 Thursday August 15 2002 Hello there angel face!..How r u doin up there?The best I bet!!..Sorry its been so long since I wrote 2 you baby,but I speak 2 u everynight and everyday so I know u dont mind really.Well angel face I dont know where 2 start really,so much has been happening l8ly,its been crazy.Lucys married now,she is now Mrs Heptonstall (dont laugh) that day was an amazing,crazy day,I missed u being there,but I wasnt sad cause I had all the people that loved me around me,so I know u would of been happy 4 me!..The only thing Im finding hard at the moment is the fact that Lucy has now moved out of r flat 2 live with Kane and Im left on my own!!.I know its only 4 a lil bit,but its so frustrating havin the wole place 2 myself,I always thought that u would of came and lived with until the lease was up!It would be so cool if I had u there Tom,just me and you being like a lil married couple!..But now thats only in my imagination!..I know this 1st year without u is goin 2 be the hardest cause it will be the 1st time we do anything without u here,but I didnt think it would be this hard at all!!..I Know everyone thinks Im doin fine,and in some ways I am,but deep down Im in peices!..I love u so much Tom Fox,and everytime I laugh at something or smile it reminds me of you and your smile,so I will keep laughing and smiling Tom in your memory,cause I know that is how u would want 2 be remembered "HAPPY".I will still be in pieces deep inside but maybe the laughter,smile and love that all my friends an d family r givin me will help slowly put those peices back 2gether!I read this book the other day and in it was a saying it was something like "there is a land of the living and a land of the dead and the bridge between them is love"..I thought that was pretty amazing and so true!My love 4 u is so strong Tom and that is how u go in living in me!..Your proberly thinking look at Emily gettin all smart :o)..Oh angel u know how much I love and miss u cause I tell u everynight,u r my shining start,my lubadly angel!..I will always miss but love u 100 times more!..Take care up there baby!!..Come and see me sometime!..LOve u always!!...Your angle,Emilyxxx Nomsa.K at 14:8:15 Sunday August 11 2002 Wa gwan Tommy!!! How are you man? Doin well up there i hope!! I apologise for not writting on your site for a long time. Don't worry i hadn't forgotten about ya at all, believe! I haven't spoken 2 Emz 4 a lil while, il give her text later and see wa gwan wit her. Il make her laugh as i always do!! Still missing u as always. Keep cool mate. Always Love Nomsa.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Michelle Agyei at 22:9:45 Wednesday August 7 2002 Hey Tom, I still cant believe your gone it still hasnt hit me. Emily is so strong and is doing fine. But i think she is a bit upset cos i havent been round for a chicken roll. Im in the states at the moment everything is so big the cars the food and especially the people. Anyway still thinking of you love Michelle xxx Sammy H at 21:1:38 Sunday August 4 2002 Hey Tommy. How u doin mate? Sorry I haven't been to see u 4 ages but alot has been goin on. I just got back from a week in Ibiza and trust me it is pure madness out there. I didn't sleep for a whole week. U would have loved it! I am still missing u like mad. I still think bout u everyday. I haven't seen Emzie 4 time but I am gonna ring her soon and take her 2 the cinema or somewhere! I will come down to see u soon. Be a good boy up there! Love u loads Sam Harkness X lil sis x at 19:45:28 Friday August 2 2002 Hey Tom, How are you? I hope you are ok, and looking after yourself up there the way you are looking after us all down here!! Today has been a hard day...I came down to see you and i was just sitting there with you and i could sit with you all day long just to sit there and talk to you! I was siting in my room earlier looking at my photos of you on my wall and i looked right close up to your face and realised how long i havent seen your face for and no longer will i only have the pictures and memories i only wish i had more! I know we will meet again one day but that one day could be so long....i dont want to wait long i want to see you and speak to you right now!! I remember all the memories we had but i never seem to laugh its always tears that flood from my eyes and i never seem to stop and it begins to make my heart ache, People say things such as this get alot easier but i dont always think thats totally true at all...i know its still fresh that you are gone but Everyday still seems to be as hard as the day i had to let you go and say goodbye to my big brother ya know! Anyway im listening to one of your tapes right now and oh my god what a dj you would of become but i guess your a dj for people up there now so they can have a lil dance with you! Anyway i best be going as im off out now, but Im thinking of you every minute of the day dont you worry! And take care of yourself like your taking care of me! I love you forever bye my angel, Love you Forever! Love Emily! XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX Lucy xxx at 13:32:17 Friday August 2 2002 Hey Tom ! As you probably know everythings happening now ! I'm leaving work, moving away and getting married all in one week. I am excited about the wedding but I know its going to be hard because you are not going to be there. I wanted to let you know that you are gonna be in all our minds and hearts on the day, we will look after Emily too. I wish with all my heart I could bring you back if only just for a day. I have been going on to your site every day, but now I'm leaving work I won;t be able too ! But just because I don;t log on it doesn't mean I'm not thinking of you. We will definitley have a drink and a toast to you xxxxxxxx Miss you Tom, keep looking after Emily xxxxxxxxxx liv at 17:9:40 Thursday August 1 2002 sorry... i just read back wot i wrote to u tom...and I wasn't meant to call you a diamong... it was meant to be diamond! You would have probably gathered that anyway, but i thought i'd better mention it just incase u're having a bit of a slow day like I am...anyway.. i shall go now b4 I make my self look even more like a donkey.... c ya....livvyxxxxxxxxxxxx livia at 17:2:8 Thursday August 1 2002 Hiya tom, I am sooooooo sorry I haven't written in such a long time, I have been thinking bout you, but things have been non stop down here... As you know we all went on holiday and it was wicked, but as em said the only thing that was missing is that you weren't there... I thought it many times, wot would it of been like if u were there etc!!! I know em missed u like crazy, especially wen things got a bit hairy I fink!!!! But I know u were always in her thoughts to get her thru it all!!!! Did u see emily she was a ninja at sunbathing ay.. she could lay in it for ages and not move an inch, I could do it for about 2 minutes max b4 I had to get up and jump in the pool!!! I'm sure you were larfing at us wen we were a lil drunk..like kipping on the balcony and jumping in the pool at 4.30 in the morning... all fun thou!!!! she makes me larf so much ;oD... Not long till we move in together now.. i Can't wait!!! it's gonna be such a larf living wiv her!!! Hope u like our ideas for the garden..it's gonna be the coolest garden ever!!! can't wait till u see it!!!! I know I always say it everytime I come on here Tom, but I still can't believe that u are gone!!! It's just weird.. i see ur fotos everyday coz it's in my draw at work.( u know the ones where me u and em were doing that wicked drawing) and they just make me sad... but they also remind me of how funny and great u were too which makes me smile!! I know eventually we will all be able to just talk about u and larf about all the craxy things you did, but at the mo it's still a bit too fresh!!!! You were and will be forvever an absolute diamong tom.. u were an amazing person and that's why u will be remebered so greatly!!!!! Thinking about you always matey!!!!! Love you always, your friend, Livxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |