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In Memory of Tommy Fox (1981-2002) - Jun 2002 |
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Web Condolences Archive: June 2002 Lucy at 15:23:42 Wednesday June 26 2002 Hey Tom ! I know its been a while since I wrote, but I look at this site everyday. Its so strange Tom, I find myself thinking about you at the strangest of times. I could be walking along the street and find myself thinking about you and the people you have left behind. When it first happened I used to try and cope with it by imagining you up there smiling down on us, but then someone very close to you said " but he doesn't want to be up there " And I just can't forget that coz its so true..you loved life !! You lived it so to the full !! You did so much, and enjoyed it all !!! When the suns shining I can picture you in your short funky trousers and trainers and sunglasses looking cool, makes me so sad. I still can't believe the enormity of it all. Your gone. Why ? Still so many questions.My love goes to your family and your friends that you loved so much, it must hurt you to see them and not be able to hold them when they cry, when times are hard to not give them a hug and say don't worry man everythings gonna be OK. You have left a huge gap in everyones life that you touched. We miss you so much. Take care Tom. Love you xx Aisling Mears at 16:47:44 Wednesday June 19 2002 Hi there Tommy, It is Aisling here a very old friend of Emily's I did not know you but heard a lot about you from my friend Maura who is a friend of yours and Em's I met here in San Francisco where I was living until about 6 weeks ago she showed me pictures of you two at Baker beach near where I was living I caoulnt believe you were over there the same time as me and I never met you I really missed out as I hear you were a wonderfull person I was crying just reading the messages and how you touched peoples lifes soo much and you were taken away so quickly well as they say god only takes the best!! I hope you are well up there you are in good company as my mum frances and good friend Ashley are all up there with you. I will say a prayer for you and your friends & family. Love Aisling x Lil sister emily! x at 14:6:35 Wednesday June 19 2002 Hiya Tom! How r u!? Hope u r ok! Guess what i went to see destinys child in concert last night and oh my god tom they were amazing they sung to god so im sure that means they sung to u up there to and i bet you heard them and that lovely song "child it gets easier" They were amzazing and have wicked voices!! Anyways ive been down to see you alot lately and i love being there with you i could stay with you all day! I miss you loads and loads :o(! Anyway i hope you are ok, and i will speak to u soon, love you forver, love emily x livia at 12:27:4 Monday June 17 2002 Hiya Tom darlin!! Just been reading Emz message and it's true.. can't believe how long it's been since we all last saw you!!! As you well know things down here are going from bad to worse since you've gone!!! it just seems that everyfing is falling apart! I don't know if it's just a coincedence that it all happened after you went or whether it would have happened anyway but I do think it's since you went mate!! I don't think people realised how much of an affect it would have on everything!! the group at the mo is basically non existant... relationships seems to be falling apart the lot!! I'm not saying it's all bad but things have changed so much and so far it's all been for the worst!!! I know things will start getting better.. me and em are going to make a new start together... as you know she's moving in wiv me to the new place and that will be a new challenge, new begining and then maybe fings will start looking up for the both of us!!! Its not only hard that you were taken from all the people that loved you so much, or that u are missed like crazy, or the whole unfairness of it all, it's things all going wrong down here too!!!! I don't know why this has happened!! and I never will know or understand but maybe things do happen for a reason and amazing people are taken to make a change.. .I don't know what that change is yet for any of us but I bet wen i do it will be fantastic coz the change will have been made by you darlin!!!!! I still can't believe u are no longer here, but i have to!!!!!! sorry to have been a misserable old git.. i will sort it out nxt time I promise!!!! best go now matey!!! Bit thinking bout you always!!! Love you, Livxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Rax at 16:2:51 Saturday June 15 2002 Easy. I so needed to talk to since u went. The tears wont ever stop Tom. U r in my heart 4ever man!!! Things have certainly not worked out the way it should have been bro. I will savour our memories for life and i know that we had a very special bond. The crew is just about hanging in there but i will make sure it never ever parts. U were the life and soul of us and i will never 4get u. I havent really have the opportunity to send u a message and now i have i am finding it hard to compose myself. U are sorely missed as the key member of the our group! I love u more than any words can ever express Tom. B in touch soon bro. Paul. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxx Emily(his girl) at 13:43:39 Friday June 14 2002 Hello baby!!..How r u doin?!?..Ok I hope?!...Im not doin 2 bad down ere,tryin my best 2 make it better than it really is!!..Ive just been lookin at the pictures of u in your gallery,I normally skip that bit and come str8 ere,sumtimes I love 2 look at them and sumtimes I just cant!!..But when I looked at them just now,it hit me that I havent seen,heard,felt or even smelled u in almost 3 months!!..I miss u so so much angel,its gettin so much harder as the year keeps flyin by!!..Theres soo many fings that ur not ere 2 c baby,!!..England in the world up,Lennox beating Tyson,evertime sumfing like this happens I get so frustrated cause I know how much u would be enjoyin them if u were ere!!...I try 2 comfort myself by sayin u r in a far better place now,wiv all the football,music and what ever u want,but then that sumtimes makes me want 2 be where u r, wiv u!!..I know that a silly thing 2 say but its what I feel!!..Im not goin 2 do anything silly babe,dont worry,Ive got 2 stay ere 2 look after everone 4 u ay?!?...I just wish that I could pop up and visit u every now and again,and u me,that would be gr8 wouldnt it!!..Its my birthday in 2 weeks babe,as u should know!!..Ive got really mixed emotions about it really,Im lookin forward 2 it,cause u know what Im like wiv my birthday and crimbo and stuff!!..But in a way I dont want it 2 come,cause its not goin 2 be right havin my birthday without u ere 2 cuddle and kiss whne I wake up on my birthday morning!!..I feel a lil bad in a way,u know eres me celebratin my 22nd and u arnt even goin 2 be ere 2 celebrate yor 21st!!..Silly I know,and I know u would say dont be silly angel,but I cant help it babe!!!..But Ill try and make the most of it,and have a larf as I know u would want me 2 ay darline!!!....Ok sexy bum,Im goin 2 go now!!..U take care of urself up there,and get that sun out again 4 us down ere!!..Miss u loads and love u with all of my heart!!..Big kisses and cuddles,your angel always Emily xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Lil sister x at 9:41:16 Wednesday June 12 2002 Hello tom, How are u? I hope you are alright up there! I came to see you yesterday and your flowers are lovely arnt they!! Especially Emilys heart!Well what can i say? I am still missing you like crazy and im sure i will for the rest of my life, Im off today because i dont have anymore exams until the 18th which is cool a!! They have gone ok but they were all hard but all i could do was try my best and thats what i did. Can you believe this tom i woke up @ 7 this morning to watch England play and they didnt even get a goal for us :o( never mind a!! Im missing you so much tom, and it still does seem to get harder some days, i am so lost without you because its not the same in this house no more and it never will be because you arent here giving us that massive smile and those silly voices and our lil arguments all of it has gone and wont ever be coming back but i hope you are always around me, taking care of me. I have been sitting in your room watching t.v and stuff and sitting there wondering why it happened to you and how it should be you sitting in yur bedroom playing your music, it still doesnt seem real to me tom that your not here you was my only bro and your not here anymore why is that, its so unfair!! Anyway im going to go now and i will speak to you soon. Love you forever bro, love ya lil sis as always, emily xxxx Emily(his gilr) at 10:17:27 Thursday June 6 2002 Hello baby Im back!!...But u know what its like when ur computer goes crazy!!..Anyway angel face where was I?!?...Hope u r doin ok up there!?..Im not doin 2 good down ere!...As u know it was r 3 yr anniversary yesterday,yes thats right this time 3 yrs ago the Emily and Tom patnership officaillly started when we had r 1st kiss!!..We agreed later on how bad it was cause we were both so bloody nervous!!..But we soon made up 4 that ay babe!?....Yesterday was such a wierd day 4 me,cause it was yesterday 3 yrs ago that my world became 1 of the most warmest,happiest,fun worlds ever but it was also yesterday 3 months ago that my world was taken away from me!!..Ever since that day u left me Tom the flame has gone out in me,every now and again it get re sparked,but never 4 long!!...Im missin u so much Tom!!...More now than ever!!...Im tryin 2 carry on a normal life Tom,but I cant,I find life is so,so well borin,dull,and sumtimes lifeless wivout u wiv me!!..When I normally feel like this I make myself feel a lil better by lookin at all the fings I do have in my life,like my gr8 family and beautiful friends,but l8ly these dont seem 2 be enough,well they r,but u know what I mean?!?....I just wish sooo much that I was with u,that this was all happenin 2 sum1 else and I had u ere 2 comfort me!!..Its horrible 2 say I know,but I cant help it!!!...Im sorry 4 bein so miserable 2day baby,but Im missin u loads,as I imagine sumtimes u do me,I mean u never ask 4 this did u!!...I will try and cheer myself up a bit,maybe it might help if u tell him up there 2 get the sun out 4 us,the weathers rubbish down ere man!!...It didnt stop rainin once yesterday,when I came 2 c u I got absolutly soaked!!..Hoped u liked ur lil pressie,even that heart isnt big enough 2 store all the love I have 4 u,I fink I would need at least 10000 of them:o) !!...Ok my lovely darline,Im goin 2 let u go now!!...But I love u so so so much baby,and miss u loads!!..Come and see me soon,Im always ere 4 u,I know u r 4 me!!....Sweet dreams sexy bum!!...Loads and loads of hugs and kissis,always your angel Emily xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Emily!! at 23:38:39 Wednesday June 5 2002 Listen baby Im goin 2 have 2 get back 2 u 2moro my computers goin mad anf wontlet me sent a message!!..Olove u so so much Tom and miss u more everyday!!..Sweet dreams angel face!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Anon at 23:37:21 Wednesday June 5 2002 Hello my lil angel!!!... How tr u 2day?!..Im ok!!...I hope u remembered Emily(his gilr) at 23:36:25 Wednesday June 5 2002 Hello me lil angel!!//How r u 2day?!..Im doin ok!!... Emily(his gilr) at 23:36:23 Wednesday June 5 2002 Hello me lil angel!!//How r u 2day?!..Im doin ok!!... livia at 9:25:23 Wednesday June 5 2002 Hiya Tom, Hope ur cool matey. sorry I neva got back to you on friday as I said i would.. I tried to you know I did, but u saw at Rons his computer weren't working.. but u know I was finking bout u ay... We all had a gr8 time at the festival, it was wicked man!! never been to anyfing like that b4. then got up 2 usual trix round rons and then went to brands hatch wiv emz on Monday... i had a good w/e apart from a few hick ups,but it was a larf..Emz had me in absolute stitches..she's sooo funny, did u see all the surprises she bought back from the communion... and those lil fairies man made me pee my pants..there wicked!!! bet u was avin a good old larf wiv us!!!hee hee...wish u was there, but then we always do!!! u were wiv us in spirit though ay!! I feel ruff today thou Tom.. i would be txting u about now asking how u feel from the w/e etc, but theres no need to ask how u feel from now on as I know ur always gonna b safe and at peace..!! Ok sweety I'm gonna try and crack on wiv work now. but I love you and miss u loads.... have fun matey!! all my love and hugs..ur friend..Livxxxxxx sabrina at 19:59:53 Tuesday June 4 2002 hiya tommy it's me again just checking to see how you are soing up there o.k i hope keeping it real still i bet with the soefest cloud and the whitest dove upon the wind of heaven's love ( they are some of the words i wrote in a letter to your lit sis two lines above this ) the sun was out today i bet that was you tom shining down on us. As i sit here to write this the tears fall i can't belive that it has almost been 3 month's since you have left us but there is not one day that goes pass that i don't think of you your memory will always live on with us lot trust me anyway better go now take care of yourself up there honey love always sabrina xxxxx p.s my respect are still going to your mum and dad lit sis emz and your angel girlfriend emily p.p.s one sweet day we will all meet again love you miss you take care please tom xxxxx |