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In Memory of Tommy Fox (1981-2002) - May 2002 |
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Web Condolences Archive: May 2002 jemma at 18:49:51 Friday May 31 2002 hello tommy just wanted to write a little note, to say that i miss you tom always will! there has not been a day go past where i havent thought about you. i found it really hard the other day, when the police brought back your tools i was there! i tried being strong for your mum and em but i couldnt! it still doesnt seem real, i think that i am going to walk in your house and see that big cheeky smile of yours! your missed by everyone every mintue of every day! anyways i have to go now tom, love u always jem xxxxxxxx Lil sister at 23:37:53 Wednesday May 29 2002 Hi tom, How are you?! Only me again! But i thought i would leave you a lil message to read tomorrow as your probably aving a good sleep right now like you used to :o)! Anyway Im missing you as always.Thinking of u is easy we do it every day its the little things u used to do that never go away!! I miss you so much it seems to manage to get harder for me everyday when really it should be getting easier, But everyday i wake up with you on my mind and in ways i smile because of the laughs we had but i cry because we cant have those laughs anymore!! I know that you probably still laugh at me up there!! Ive been finding it really hard this week that you are no longer here! I have had a bad week, crying lots and i know you dont want that, but im afraid to say what else can i do when i have lost a brother like you?! Anyway i best be going, have exams in the morning and tom please be in there with me i really need you! I love you forever your lil sis 4eva 2!!! Emily xXx Kerrie at 17:6:45 Wednesday May 29 2002 Hello Darlin, how you doing? i have just been reading all the recent messages people have left you and it still makes my heart sink to know how much people are still missing you like i am. it makes me cry!! i want you to know that i will always think of you and you will always remember the memories i have of my little special friend, its almost 3 months since you left us and it feels really horrible i was driving down the road the other day and was thinking about you and it kinda dawned on me that we will never see you again, which really hurt. I have said it a thousand times already i know but i never thought it would be you i still cant get my head around that!! i think to my self if i feel this up set how must your mum, dad and Em feel??? i visited your mum the other day and i send my love again to them now x x x i just wish the world slept through that horrible day and we could all still see you. i dont really know what else to say babes x x except you are always in my thoughts i love you Tom. Take care :o) x x x x x x Kerrie x x x x x x Sammy H at 20:2:41 Tuesday May 28 2002 Hi Tommy mate. It's me again. Just wanted to say that I am still missing u and always thinking of u. Still finding it hard to believe I ain't gonna see you again. Every time I look at Emzie I can see you!! Your sister is REALLY brave. I love her to bits!! We come to see u the other day and she didn't cry but u can tell it's hard for her. Keep an eye out for her Tommy boy. Love you 4eva & always Sam Harkness xxxxxx p.s. My bro sends his love. lil sister x at 12:1:34 Tuesday May 28 2002 Hi tom! How are ya?! Hope your ok! Im missing you like crazy! I couldnt stop crying yesterday morning as you saw!! I know i should have been strong for you in my exam but believe me i couldnt be! Anyway i have my science exam soon so i will try and so my best in that exam! I best go and love you forever x Livia at 10:28:39 Tuesday May 28 2002 Hey Tom, Sorry I haven't written for a couple of weeks, it's not that I haven't been thinking bout you, coz I have, everyday, but u know how things get some time!!! Can't believe it still you know Tom. I think about you everday..thats no lie.. Wen I close my eyes just b4 I go to sleep, i think about everything and I always think about why this happened and I see you, don't mean in a ghosty way, but just your image.. I've been seeing you in your coffin quite a lot you know tom. I just close my eyes and i see u sleeping there and I memebr wen me, ur sis and emz were in the chapel and we were having a lil chat..remember?? I'm getting tears in my eyes just thinkin about it...Things are ok down ere. over the last few weeks it's been nothing but a nightmare.. everythings been going wrong and it's all been up in the air..but hopefully noe fings will start to settle a lilttle bit... I never thought this would happen. we always spoke of you so highlt you know Tom.. It was even a few days before it happened that me and Campbell were in Thomas cook booking our holiday and we were talking about how funny and mature you were for you age.. and you were... You were and are a absolute diamond... people say that all the time about anything and with no meaning, but you truely were!! you were unique..one of a kind!!!!! and that's wot makes it so flipping hard now u are no longer here!! I've been seeing loads of emily... I love her so so much!! We've been looking after each other!! we have such a giggle i tell ya... You must look down on us and think u nutters ay.. I now you do 2... I bet u were proud of her on Saturday night (u know wot I mean) bet you were finking "Rah emz"!! she was good thou ay..fink u were helpin her out..that's why it was so good!! it was such a larf!..sorry for everyone else that don't know wot I'm talking about but it's a private fing between me Tom and Emz!!! We're going to that festival in leeds togeva on sat which will be cool!!! I know emily misses u so much Tom, u were lucky to have som1 who loved you so much and so was she! i know it has been cut short now, but that love will always carry on!! I don't know why this happened and I never will, but we will all just carry on and do things that you would have done with us to keep you alive forever... Me and Emz have got so many plans togever.. In a way I hate saying that coz I know u 2 had loads of plans made 2gether, but life has to go on ay darlin... I am doing my best to look after your girl for you.. she is so strong and brave.. bet you're so proud of her..I am thats for sure!! Ok, thats me done for now, but I will be back Friday just to wish you a good w/e and to make suer you come with us in spirit too!!!!!!! I love you tom and miss you so much! hope u can see how much you meant to all of us down here!!! take care sweetheart!! all my love and hugs, your friend, Livxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Emily(his girl) at 23:8:35 Sunday May 26 2002 Hiya angel face!..Its me!!...Its been a while I know!!..But I talked 2 everyday!!..Hope u r still keepin fings rockin up there,I know u will be!!..Fings r pretty ok down ere!..Bloody rainin,which sucks!!..Bet u got the sun shinin up there ay baby??..Im missin u so much darline!!..Are 3 yr anniversary is next wk,I had plaaned what we were goin 2 b doin in Jan!!..We was goin 2 get on the eurostar and spent a romantic wk end in Paris!!..But ur not ere 2 celebrate it!!..I still will tho,not in Paris tho,I fink I might even get u a lil pressie!!...Im goin 2 the Leeds festival next wk wiv Ron and that,I know u will be there wiv us in sprir as u would of been there in a shot if u ere,on the guest list as well I bet!!!...I love u so much Tom my love is still so strong 4 u!..Member I used 2 ask u if u ever got that butterfly feelin in ur belly when we kisssed,well I still get that sumtimes when I fink of u and ur sexy smile!!..Man I miss u so much!!..I just wanna beable 2 close my eyes and be in ur arms again!!..Just 2 have that feelin of r bodies 2geva,just standin there givin each other a lil hug,I never knew then just how gr8 that feelin was!!..But I know I will av it one day!..When I dont now,maybe 60 years time maybe 10,but I know it will be worth the w8!!..Just always member angel that what ever goes on my heart will always be with u!!..I count my self so lucky 2 of been able 2 giv my love 2 sumone so beautiful,funny and well of course sexy as u!!..No one can ever take that wawy from me,or u!!..Ok Im goin2 go baby!...Be good up there!!...Come and see me soon!!...I know Ive said it bout 100 times but I love u sooooooo much!!!...Big kisses!!..Sweet dreams!..Always ur angel!!..Em xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Nomsa.k at 20:26:4 Sunday May 26 2002 Wa gwanin Tommy. Wots up??!! How you doin up there today?! Niggar here is brewing coz its not good here today,the rain will not stop!!! Everyone is missing you as alwayz Tom. Got my exams all this week there gonna be lastin 4 a month, well im not complaining as long as i get grades 4 uni, me don't care!. Its gonna be heavy tho coz when its all over i'll hav 3months holiday. Just relaxing!!! I bet thats what your doin now, just having a chill, with no pain or worries. Well you do dat mate coz you deserve that!! Stay just as funny as you always hav been in primary & secondary school matey and show everyone up there what your made off. I don't really know what else to say T coz everyone else has said everything that needs to be. Keep your head up. See you soon. I'm Gwan love Nomsa.xxxxxx P.S my respect goes out to your lil sis emily, mum & your dad!! sabrina at 20:20:44 Sunday May 26 2002 easy tommy sorry i have not send you another message for time but trust me i haven't forgotten about you we are all missing you like crazy down here but keep it real up there and one day we will all meet again . but in the mean while your memory will live on as alway take care of yourself and i will chat to you again soon all my love alway sabrina xxxxxxxxx Tamsine.F at 19:44:36 Sunday May 26 2002 LOVING ISN'T HOW U FORGET BUT HOW U FORGIVE, NOT HOW U LISTEN BUT HOW U UNDERSTAND NOT WHAT U SEE BUT HOW U FEEL, AND NOT HOW U LET GO BUT IT'S HOW U HOLD ON. Ronnie at 14:6:24 Sunday May 26 2002 Hi Tommy Boy. It's the Ronsta checking in to see how you are. Hope things are pretty cool geez. It's Sunday afternoon and so far I've had a fairly quiet week-end. Stayed in on Friday night and it was squeaker's birthday and we all went out for a meal at a Thai restaurant which was quite nice. It wasn't a late one and I was in bed by about 12.30 am. That's almost unheard of for me on a Saturday night eh. Well, I suppose there's nothing wrong with an early one now and again. A couple of us are off to a festival in Leeds nexrt Saturday which should be quite good. You're gonna be there with us as well, I know, Apart form that Tommy Bot, not much else has been going on mate. I went to see you on Saturday afternoon and I just keep missing you. It's just still so hard. I keep thinking of you every day and that aint gonna stop, I promise you. Anyway my dearest friend, I'm gonna head off now and we'll chat soon. Luv you Tommy Boy xxxxxxx mum x at 19:11:1 Friday May 24 2002 As I read your words and the tears fall I know to see your face again and hear your call The love would come back to us all Tommy, we'll meet again On a higher plane You will never be gone Tommy live on lil sister x at 11:10:28 Thursday May 23 2002 Hiya tom, me again, I thought id write to you as im going into school soon. Its another day without your smile, another day just passes by. The time we spend apart will make us go stronger but it hurts so bad, i want to grow old with you an be there for you. And i promise i always will be. And we still are going to grow old with each other arnt we?! there maybe a thousand miles between us now but i always know your with me :). Anyway you take care of yourself up there and me down here. Missing you loads and cant wait until the day we meet again, i love you, love £mily x lil sister x at 23:18:23 Tuesday May 21 2002 Hiya tom!! How are ya?! Hope your ok up there!! Sorry i havent written a proper message to you in a while, Ive been missing you loads :o( it still seems to manage to get harder every day at the moment i came to see you yesterday :) which i was pleased about ya flowers are really gweat 2!!! I think about you every day without fail, and it still seems unreal to me that my brother "tom fox" is no longer with me but im sure you are ok hey! Anyway i best be going got my german gcse tomorrow i remember you doing yours hehe! Take care and i love you and ill always be around when ya need me :) love you, your lil sis, emily x EVERYONE WHO LOVED U (han,james,helen,kate) at 21:31:56 Thursday May 16 2002 And i know your shinning down on us from heaven, like so many friends we lost along the way, and i know eventually we'll be 2gether. Emily(his girl!!) at 17:58:48 Tuesday May 14 2002 Hello baby,hows u??..I miss you Tom!!..I want u back soooo much!!!...Sorry 2 start of on such a shitty note,but its how I feel 2day honey!!..Sorry!!..I keep rememberin u dancin and singin loudly in the shower and in the kitchen bein all silly wiv your Mum,and I feel so sad and soory 4 u cause u had no idea that ur life was goin 2 be cut so short!!...None of us did!!...Its just so crazy!!...I know u r in a much better place now without any of the pain and stress that we have down ere!!..Sometimes I can just imagine u up there chillin and havin a whale of a time!!..I know that u miss us all tho,but u can drop in on us anytime!!..I wish I could do te same fing wiv u!!..Just pop up there and see u when ever!!..If only ay??...Anyway!!...It was Rons burfday on Friday and we all met up 2 celebrate on Saturday!!..I hope u joined us 4 the celebrations!!..Well I know u did!!..I hope u liked the pressies I bought Ron I had what u would of wanted 2 get him in mind when I got them!!...U know Tom its such a shame cause after Sat at Rons burfday I realised that things will never be the same wiv the crew!!..It just dont feel right without u there wiv us,well not 4 me anyway!!..I try 2 make it the same 4 your sake but it just aint baby!!!..I havnt been up 2 see u in a while honey sorry!!..But Ill be up 2 see u Sunday lubadly I promise!!..I just wish it was the real u I was comin 2 see?!?..Oh angel this really sucks dosnt it man!!..Anyway sexy bum,Im goin 2 leave u on a happy note!!..I love ya loads and loads and loads times 1000000000(as u know)!!..And I long 4 the day I get 2 squeeze your sexy lil but again and giv u a looong kiss and warm cuddle!!..Look after yourself baby and r lil cloud!!..Try 2 keep smilin and I will 2 ok!!..Miss u and love u so much!!..Forever your angel Emily!!xxxxxxxxxxxxx Em. lil sis xxx at 22:29:27 Sunday May 12 2002 Tom, Hiya!! How are u up there?! Hope your ok!! Sorry i havent written to you for so long but i have not known what to say to you because to me the days seem to get harder and harder for me!! I havent been down to see you for a while either because i am finding it to hard. It seems unreal to me that you are no longer here at home :'o(!! I wait for you to come home all the time and its never going to happen, until i meet you. Well i leave school in 2 weeks can you believe that!? I remember the time you was doing your g.c.s.es!! I hope you are with me in that exam hall all the time because i want you to watch me and help me out a lil bit, because i know i would come home and tell you all about it if you was here. I miss you so much not being in your bedroom and being able to wake you up sometimes for work and some morning where we brushed our teeth together :o( i remember the last morning we had together and we both were getting ready, i was putting my make up on and you was running down the stairs and said "cya later emz have a good day" and i said yeah bye tom you to c u later" and you didnt come home :(, all that spins round in my mind constantly is why!? Why you tom?! My one and only best brother i could ever have has gone!!! But you will be with me in my heart forever wont you!! Anyway i better go, I love you xxxx Nomsa.K at 18:5:36 Sunday May 12 2002 Wa Gwanin Tommy! Wot u sayin!! I've been meaning to send you another message 4 time, but boy trust me i haven't forgotten about you blood. I had a good time at your bash last friday. Wicked!!! Music was mad but boy, it was dope!! Every1 was enjoyin dem selfs and dats da main tink. U get me! Time has gone so quick i can hardly believe it. Where has it gone, i keep asking myself. I have not yet come up wit a answer. Ever1 is missing you like mad you know. Just remember your in a better place now mate, wit no pain, no worries, just peace. Thinkin of you always Tommy. You take now. All my love Nomsa.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx JO at 22:47:0 Saturday May 11 2002 Hey Tom!!Well unfortunately I haven't made it to any of your rave nights but I hear they were blinding and everybody had a great time.Dan said your Mum and Dad were bopping all over the place last Friday!!Bet you thought it was hilarious!Anyway sweetheart just wanted to let you know we're thinking of you and miss you soooo much. Always will do. We love ya loads darlin'!See you again one day.All our love and kisses Jo, Dan, Robyn + Max xxxxxxxxxxx joel(lick) at 18:13:51 Saturday May 11 2002 hello geezer,sorry its been a while but i have had no access to a computer!!!i am at my mum's at the minute so i thought i would say hello seeing as its the only chance i get at the minute..i am a postman at the minute as you know and lets just say the jobs not me.lets say its pony.....i think about you everyday mate.i miss you so much,i think about you alot when i am out on my round.i met your family,they are lovely.i wished we had met earlier,there is such a big gap without you.but i know you are still with all of us.i have got to go now but i will write to you again soon.(when i get near a computer)love you loads laddie joel.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx FITZY at 16:9:55 Wednesday May 8 2002 WELL TOM WE HAD THE CRAIC FRIDAY.IT WAS A REALLY GOOD NIGHT AND THERE WAS A LOT OF PEOPLE THERE.WE WERE ALL THERE FOR THE SAME THING AND THAT WAS YOU MATE.AS FOR PADDY IN THAT SHIRT I BET YOU WERE WETTING YOURSELF.EVERYONE I WAS TALKING TO HAD THE SAME THING TO SAY AND THAT WAS HOW MUCH THEY MISSED YOU BUT THROUGH YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS YOUR MEMORY WILL LIVE ON.UNTILL WE MEET AGAIN TAKE CARE MATE fitzy at 15:32:58 Wednesday May 8 2002 well tom we had the crack friday its such a shame you werent there.everyone was there for the same reason and that reason was you.we all enjoyed it mate and had a good time like you would of wanted us to.as for paddy in that shirt i bet you were wetting yourself mate.on a final note i just want to say thankyou to your mum,dad,sister,and girlfreind for letting me do the night in your memorie it was an honour to get all your friends in the same place to enjoy the two things we had in common our love for you and our love for music take care mate untill we meet again Em(his girl!)xx at 17:59:15 Tuesday May 7 2002 Hello baby!!..Its me again!!..Just a quick one 2 say hello!!..I just 2 tell u how proud I am of u!!..I always was,but more now than ever!!!...Your first charity night and now this Fridays charity night were amazin,all those people there for one thing!!..YOU!!..Im so proud of how many peoples lives you touched and made that lil bit better!!!..And you where my man,and that makes me sooo proud!!...If u was ere I would giv u a biiiig kiiss and u biiig cuddle 2 say well done!!..But I will save that 4 hen I see ya!!...Did u see Paddy in his sexy lil number?!..How funny was that!!..I kept imagine how much u would of been laughin if u was there!!!..And as u know we done it ARSENAL won the cup babe!!..I must admit I was a bit upset that u wasnt there 2 share it with me cause I know u would of loved it,but u was there ay angel!!..I knew u was I could feel u with me!!..I can all the time!!!..I love u so much Tom,u r and always will be my specail angel face!!!! ..Im missin you loads but I will keep smilin for u sexy bum!!!...Take care u you up there!!!..And us down ere!!!...Biiig kisses baby!!!...Love u 2 much lubadly!!!!...Always your angel!!..Emily!!xxx emma at 18:33:24 Monday May 6 2002 hey tommy i have been meaning to send you a message for ages its just the page has been so full you can hardly get another one on here loadsa people miss you tom as you can see by all the messages i miss you and i am tryin my bestalong with other people to look after your little sister my best mate she is gweat and i know she misses you loads mbut she carrying on and she is being very brave i am proud of everyone and i hope you can see all of us and keep that smile top i cannot wait to see you again lova ya tom love emma Kerrie at 14:10:13 Sunday May 5 2002 Hey babes!! ow's it going?? sorry i havent been i touch lately but i havent known what to say really!! The fact is i am still finding fings a bit hard and confusing really. i think about you every day and i know you know that. There are some days where i stay in my own little world quietly finking of you and how this could have appened to such an amazing person. You are the one person i ave known longer than anyone else and i never expected it to be you, When ever i was down i would tex you and you would always tex bak wiv a reply that cheered me up and i know you always cared. Me and Dave were talking about you and all the crazy fings you used to do and the memories we had from Francis Bacon and cunningham, when you used to do funny shows if i was upset. You and David were the Terrible Twosome!!!!!! i came to see you the other day its so peaceful down there tom, its lovely coming to c u!! I still miss you soo much Tom thats all i can really say, except i will always remember you and care for you like i always have sorry i didnt come to your second club night i had to baby sit but i was finking bout it and how you would ave been the life of the party if you were here!! i Promise to go to the next one for you tho babesx x x Better go!! Supposed to be working but its sunday and your more important that work!!! ill remember you forever babes and you take care keep the sun shining for us tho!! x x x x x emily sister x at 15:11:8 Saturday May 4 2002 Hi tom well i must say last night was mad but good!! I hope u saw me and dad shaking our bootilicious bums for you!!! I know you was watching all of us dad said i am a gweat dancer just like you!! I miss you so much and you know how much i love you!!! Its a big shame joel, and natski etc couldnt come though!! I hope you are ok up there! I bet you are!! We will meet again one day i hope! I love you so much x love your sister x NATSKI at 17:11:15 Thursday May 2 2002 Hi Tomski, i thought i would write you a cheerful note, I Hope that you are doing ok up there. I Met Emily for Lunch the other day and we had a laugh eating a chicken Kebab in the Park. Tomski I'm afraid I wont be able to attend your Party Tomorrow as there is no way of me getting there, I will be thinking of you all though. I am always thinking of you and I miss you every day lots of love Natski livia at 12:29:16 Thursday May 2 2002 Hi Tom, Blimey the weeks seemed to be flying by so fast. I can't belive you have nearly been gone two months now.. it still hasn't got any easier, and for some (u and emz know who) it has got worse in fact. You know I was real upset last nite over you tom. I was finking loads and crying and stuff and then ur lovely Emzy txted me and cheered me up as she always manages to do so well.. I keep seeing your face and remembering wot u used to be like.. even lil things like wen we used to mess about and we would shake each others hand by tickling the ends of our fingers!!! I miss you so much. I'm so gutted, for you, for me, Emz..everyone!! Memeber wen we were doing that M-cing round mine..that was so funneeee!!! I miss havin u 2 mess around with! One thing I have really clear in my head is wen we were all watching eastenders round Ron's and you were going round the room pretending to be an aeroplane...u had be in stiched Tom!! u alwasy did! U know what was said last night..well I don't care, I know what I know and I know what I felt ... All my memories of u are so wicked. !! I'm glad of that coz they will kepp u alive forever. There hasn't been one day that has past and that I haven't thought of you... Its just so crazy and so hurtful!! I never thought this would happen to someone like you..but then u neva 2 ay?? You will always be remembered..You know that!!! Going to Top of the pops wiv Emz 2nite..gonna be a larf!! and then ur nite 2morrow and then footie wiv Emz on Saturday!!! A whole w/e with her.... wicked ay!!!!!!! Anyway sweetheart.. go and see u no who and make them see!!! I know ur at peace now and that's wot makes me happy, but I just wish u woz still here with all of us!!! Can't wait till we can have a laugh 2geva again!!! Bye for now... Your friend..Livxxxxxxxxxxxxx p.s good luck Emz on ur G.C.S.E's and I'll see u all 2morrow nite xxx Ronnie at 19:31:33 Wednesday May 1 2002 EEEEzzzyy Tommy Boy. It's the Ronsta here, just checking in to update you on what's been happening. Although in saying that, not that much really, you know how things can be sometime. The last couple of weeks have been a bit quiet for me. I didn't even go to "Riot" last sunday. I felt good for it on Monday though. You might be wondering whether I'm slowing down. Not really geez, just taking it a little bit easy for a while. I'm going to your second club night on Friday, which I'm quite looking forward to. I know the music is going to be a bit of a mixture, but you know me, I'm going to be enjoying myself whatever. The only thing is, unfortunately, you are not going to be there. I know you're going to be watching over us though, just to make sure that everyone is 'aving it, as they say. m As each day passes Tommy, things do get a little easier, but you just don't know mate, how hard it still is to take. I think about you every day and I know I'll continue to do so. I miss you so much geez, it hurts, but I'm trying to keep strong. I'll be in touch soon. Luv xxxxxx Emily(his girl) at 18:1:35 Wednesday May 1 2002 Hiya angel face!!..How r u 2day??...Gr8 I bet!!..Im ok 2day better that I was yesterday!!..Ive been a bit down since Sunday realy,I know u wouldnt want me 2 be ,but I am sorry babe I try but I cant help it!!...I came 2 c u on Sunday and I tell ya what Tom I could of stayed with u 4eva!!..It was raining like no ones busimess but I just didnt wanna leave u Tom!!...I love u so much Tom,u made me so so happy!!..I really did believe that we were goin 2 spent the rest of r lives 2geva!!..BUt I spose it just wasnt 2 be ay baby?!..I keep remembering things we used 2 say 2 each other and there is one thing we said that always sticks in my mind!!..Member the time r bags got stolen with all r wk end stuff in them!..We were so gutted!!...And the I turned round and said "It dont matter we've still got each other ay angel?"..You said that u was just bout 2 say the same thing!!..I thought that was so lovely!..But now we dont even av that anymore!!..And it sucks big time!!..I miss you so much Tom!!..I miss avin that companionship with my soul m8,who knew me so well that it didnt matter what I did or how I looked they would still want me and love me just the same!!..When u was ere Tom my world revovled around u and now its just spinnin,lost!!..I want u back so badly Tom!!..My heart breaks when ever I realise Im never goin 2 see my angel face!!....We r avin another night 4 u on Friday!!..Should be cool ay??..I know u will be there watchin and avin it wiv us!!..Its the cup final on Sat aswell!!..Member last year,how we got bloody covered in beer when Arsenal scored!!..Shame we lost tho ay angel!!..But Ive got a good feelin bout this year babe!!..We r goin 2 win!!...I just wish sooo much that u was ere 2 c it!!..But I know u will be wiv us!!...If or should I say when they win they will be doin it 4 u sexy bum!!!!..Ok lover Im goin 2 leave u now!!..BUt remember I am always yours,a big part of my heart and soul will always be yours and yours only!!...Keep smilin 4 us lubadly,Ill try and keep smilin 4 u!!...Mis u and love u so so much!!...Cant w8 2 c u again!!...Take care!!..Love u again!!..Em xx(your angel!!)xxxxxxxxxxxxx vix (emilys little sis) at 15:1:19 Wednesday May 1 2002 EAZY NOW TOM!!!! how ya doing dude? I ain't too bad, just still in shock and sadness, its so unfair tom I get so angry because it so unfair. Why you? Why not some of the scum that do nasty things...:o( but anyway Tom This saturday last year you were at the Arsenal pub with Me, Emily, Lucy and my dad cheering on the gunners to win da cup!!. I remember it so clear now, when Arsenal scored we hugged and everyone just went mad!! But this year we are gonna win it, i know we are, but it gonna be wierd this year becoz I won't see or hear you asking questions about a certain player or sumthink that just hapened in the game. We will win it for you this year tom trus me!! I membered da time at tobys and anitas wedding aswell when I sat next to at the table and we were chatting, and when I had to do the flowers i was SO nervous but u were in da doorway and you said "sexy lady" and a FAT smile came on my face and i was fine...thanks to you tom!!! I know we will meet each other again one fine day, and when I do I will have da pumas what think looks good light blue or red? ;) AYYYEEE westside!!!! lov ya Tom from me my mum and dad p.s dad will have a pint for you on saturday;) or two!! |